At 20, we had kept running into each other. Three classes together and somehow, I was really good at falling down when you were watching. It was a well-known fact that I'm clumsy, but it seemed to be magnified when you were around. Suddenly I was looking at you just like all the other girls were looking at you. It was like there was some magnetic pull within me that said 'hey look at how attractive his face is' and 'hey wow he opened the door for you he's a gentleman'. I hated myself for the first month of feeling like that, for falling for you.
I hated myself for falling into the category of 'lovesick college girl'.
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~ katie ~
