Chapter 11-Kisses change things.

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After they all caught there breaths Grant was first to speak. "my princess you are perfect and a quick learner. I have never had anything like that done to me. In my past it was all me and me by myself. Never had help. Thank you." She told her. Wanting her to know how much she meant to her. As good as she felt there is one thing she wanted to do tonight. She knew it would either be the start of something or a what happens in Hawaii stays in Hawaii. If Eden was willing to take a chance she should to and hoped she did not mess things up.

"Bull, seeing you with my princess was cool. I have never. Ever. I would like to cross one thing off my list though. I thought I would feel like disgusted to have a man making love to the same woman I am. Or have for that matter but It was interesting to say the least. So would you allow me to kiss you? I know its odd and you don't think of me that way but I trust you to understand where I am coming from. Its not something I would ever do normally but its like were together with Eden. We kiss her. So why not kiss you too? I'm not like attractive to men but ummm?" Grant told as she hung her head.

 She was scared what if he rejected her. Where would that leave them. She felt a hand that she knew was not Edens pull her to her feet and cup her chin lifting her head. Her eyes landed directly on Bulls. He lowered his head keeping his hand in hers and kissed her. Just a simple kiss as first. Letting Grant feel his lips. He stayed still and was going to back away when she licked his lips and he let himself begin to kiss her. Really kiss her. There tongues meeting, there teeth nipping. There throats making noises they never knew they could. Finally Grant pulled back. Afraid of the feelings between her legs but more of the ones in her head. He did not let go of her though.

 "Grant, I'm never calling you that. From now your Sam or Samantha to me. Depending. I do find you attractive. Your beautiful. Inside and out. I don't know where this leaves us. For me I would kiss you again and again. Your part of the three of us. I get where your at with the whole Bull is a man thing but till we leave lets just let  be. Eden has. Why don't you. I'm not saying let the world know but lets just do us in the bedroom. Deal?" Bull asked her. She sat down on the end of the bed and put her head in her hands.

" I'm fine with that please don't call me Samantha in public. I cant. I'm so fuggen confused. My whole life I thought I was a lesbian. Like I have never thought about a man before but tonight that all changed. I kissed you and it made me wet like it does when I kiss Eden. I'm soo sorry Eden. I am. You too Bull. Were brothers. I fucked this up royally. I know it. Why now? Just when I have the best thing going to me. Why would I now respond to a man? Not only a man but one so close to things. I'm fucked. I'm so fucked." Grant said as she did the one thing she has only remembered doing twice in her adult life. She cried. She lost it. Eden sat down in front of her and put her hands in top of Grants.

"Bull can you grab Sam a drink. Hell I want one too. Whisky for us both. Please" Bull nodded to her and left. 

"Sam, look at me please. I'm begging" Eden pleaded with her. Finally she got what she asked for. Sam's eyes were cloudy and gray not there normal blue. Eden knew Sam had a dragon to fight just like she did. 

"Love, I'm not mad don't be sorry, when you kissed Bull don't think you were the only one dancing. I was too. So was he. I'm OK with what ever happens between you two or doesn't. I don't care for you because you like chicks. I mean that helps that you like me being as I am one but anyways. I like you because your you. You make me smile and blush. You make me feel sexy and wanted and safe. YOU make my heart feel safe. If your afraid of what people will think about you maybe wanting to shag a certain sexy Native then don't. We can keep it between us. No one has to know ever. Hell maybe its just kissing. No matter its our business." Eden told her as she Bull handed Grant the glass of liquor. He sat down next to her and put his hand on top of the one that was holding Edens.

"Sam, now it my turn to talk. Please look at me. Do I look mad? Hell no. Did I ever think we were going to be what it is? No but I have learned in life to accept things how they are. No worries about people finding out about what happens in our bedroom. Its our business. If and when you want to tell people I would be more then honored to stand by your side. Do I think its more then a kiss? Yeah but I'm not you. So lets drink to our first time making love as a throuple and to your first kiss with a man. Lets enjoy who we are and not label shit. I know what you mean about us being brothers and what not but you you think your the only brother that has not felt something for another brother. I love you Sam. Your my friend, my family, my lover's lover and now my something. Who the hell cares. It was amazing. I wont ever forget it. Now tell me you love me too and lets go to bed. I'm tired." Bull said to her.

 She did not say the words but leaned her head on his shoulder. That was enough. Bull know that this was going to be hard for her. Changing how one thinks of themselves there whole lives for the most part in one night was not going to happen.

They finished there drinks and brushed there teeth. Grant staying quiet. She had so much on her mind. To much. She climbed into bed next to Eden, gave her a kiss and when Bull looked at her she gave him one too. She got on her phone and asked Harmony to message her in the am. Told her she needed to talk to her. Not wanting to interrupt her best friends honeymoon but she knew Brian and Cal what would understand. They were good men. 

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