Short chapter. Harmony to the rescue.
Grants phone ringing woke them all. It was Harmony and Grant answered it as she got up and went into the spare room and shut the door. She needed to talk to her best pal in private.
"Whats wrong Bitch, I'm here, I know its gotta be something cause your massaging at one am from Paradise. Spill it" Harmony told her in a joking tone.
"Harm you gotta promise to not tell your men. I cant even deal if they know." Grant told her. She was not sure if she would ever be OK with people knowing.
"Sure, just tell me, I'm worried a bit" she told her. Her voice cracking.
" Harm I kissed Bull. I fucking kissed him." She whispered to her friend almost afraid if she talked any louder the world would hear.
" wow OK. So you kissed Bull. I can get that. He is attractive so I can see that. Explain to me what happened."
"OK be warned there may be some tmi. So I had taken care of Eden, you know muff diving, and I was helping her get me to the big O while Bull took care of her and his need. I watched the whole scene. I mean its hard to not to watch when a pussy you were just eating was heating up again. I had never been in bed with a man unless we were sleeping. I have never been with two people before either. So new all around. Anyways I got excited watching Bull make love to Eden. Never seen that coming. I mean I always wanted a child of my own, and knew I was going to get it the normal way but thought it wold be more of a two minute thing. So watching them do there thing was exciting. When we all done I asked Bull to kiss me. I wanted to know what it felt like and Harm it was amazing. Like he set my body on fire. I'm ashamed and scared. What the fuck did I do?" Grant told her crying for the second time in twelve hours.
" "First off don't be ashamed. Should I be ashamed that I am married to two men? No right? Why because love is love Grant. I was not expecting you to tell me this but that's because you were not expecting to tell me this. You did nothing wrong. You were curious it sounds and when you got a response from your own body it scared you last night and its scaring you now. So tell me what is scaring you and making you so freaked out my love" Harmony told her friend.
As long as she has known her Grant liked woman but the same could be said for herself. Up until six months ago she knew she was going to marry Brian but now she is married to Brian and Cal and carrying there baby. Umm babies but that's a secret. She knew how hard it was for her to accept the feelings she has for Cal at first.
" Harm I'm freaked out because my whole life I was a lesbian. I only liked woman but last night I wanted to just see. I mean if this was going to be long term between is that means that Bull would be the one to help me in the baby department. So I was thinking that I was turned on already from watching them do there thing that why not test the waters. See if with the right situation I would possible be able to allow things to get that far. So I asked him to kiss me and he did and I responded that same way I did when Eden and I kissed. There was full on tongue. Man Harm I got wet. Like dripping. I wanted Bull last night. I know I was already jacked on hormones from having an orgasm but being that close to him, feeling his hand on my face, his other hand in mine, Harm I felt his dick on my belly. I would normally freak out but with him it just it was just there. So yeah I kissed a man and I liked it. A lot" Grant fretted. What if everything she knew about herself was a lie? What if she has lived a lie.
" So you kissed someone and felt something. Its not the end of the world. I know you feel shocked. I bet he is too. Your one of the guys and suddenly your being turned on by him. So your confused. I bet your feeling a little betrayed by your own body and mind right now. As if they tricked you but its not a trick. I think its Bull your attracted you. Not men hun. If it was men there would have been one before now that caught your eye. And lets be honest you have seen more dick then a whore at a whore house. Those guys think of you as if you have one. I think they would be surprised to find that you don't. Your balls are bigger then half of theirs. So the shock if real for you. But again I think is a quiet, tall, Sioux that you reacted to. Not some dick off the streets." Harmony offered.
" Yeah that's just it. I still don't want another man to touch me. Ever. I'm aware of that. Like my belly starts to revolt at the thought of it." Grant admitted.
" What does it do when you think of the kiss last night" Harmony asked.
" Kisses, the second was just a peck good night. I feel good. Like it makes me smile. Its Bull, yes he is a man but he is Bull does that make sense to you? Like its just him. So what do I do? I'm a lesbian that wants my girlfriends boyfriend." Grant said still a little unsure of it all.
" How does Eden feel?" Harmony wondered aloud.
"she was turned on, and she seemed fine with it when we talked. Bull was the same way, he was like lets just be. We wont tell anyone about it. Its none of there business. He all OK with it. Like just was OK so we kissed, I like it. Lets just see where things go. So is that what I should do Harm?" Grants voice wavering again. Fear creeping back in.
"Yeah Grant here's what I want you to do. I want you to go find your two lovers and kiss them both. Really kiss them. Allow them to kiss you then text me how you felt about each. If you still feel how you felt last night about Bull's kiss then you will know for sure its not just a fluke. I love you, when you get back let me know I have something to tell you or show you. Cant wait. Hugs sexy Bitch" Harmony told her best friend. She doubted Grant knew how much she meant to her.
" love you too. Give my Brothers a hug for me. I miss the Team Harm. I do. I'm lost with out them all. Anyways going to do as you asked. Do you want a picture too?" Grant asked laughing.
"yes but if I hug them it will lead to more and I'm walking funny so no thanks. Hugs" Harmony said as she hung up. Grant took a few moments to collect herself and then opened the door heading for the kitchen. Where she found her two mates eating cereal.
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