I never thought about how I cut everyday. I never thought of how I cry for 3 hours straight. I never thought about how sad I am. It's been three months since I've been happy. I forgot how it feels like. Being happy. It's like being a vegetarian, you forget how meat taste. Well, I forgot how happy feels. I haven't smiled in weeks and I feel like no one even cares. I can't wait to move. I'm moving in 2 days which makes me happy. Well. On the inside. I guess. But, what if I'm not happy. Maybe I feel like this and it's just excitement. I don't remember how being happy feels. So I won't know when it happens.
*2 days later*
YASSSS. We are moving today. Wow, chicago is far. Well I think, I've never been out of California. I have to get my last minute supplies. Which includes: my phone, my charger, and a book. I have to get in this huge moving truck for idek hours. Yay. Atleast I can get out of here. I hate cali.
*15 hours later* (A/N idek if chicago is 15 hours from California so yeah)
We made it. I'm tired. Sitting in a fricking truck for 15 hours is bs. The great thing is I have to organize my room tonight. Amazing. I'm going to sleep on the floor and I'll organize tommorow, because I'm fabulous.
A\N: this chapter sucks ik. I didnt know what to say so i just put random things down. Im so sorryyyyy. Next chapter will be 100 times better okay. Byee loves<3
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not as normal as you think.
Ficção AdolescenteJennifer Johnson had a heartbreaking, sad, and mysterious life. It started with the bullying, loss in family and the strange noises she has heard in her home. She thinks she is overreacting about everything, but is she?
