Oh baby you don't know how much I need you. I have been waiting for you for almost 2 years. What else do we need to prove that this may be our destiny? We have the dairy looks, the twisted games, the nice commentaries, the cruel rumors and the judgment of everyone. That's what most couples have to experience these days.
You have given me so many misdirects and I gave you so many eye contact. But you know when those signs just disappeared for me and I started crying at night? When I heard about you and her. When I saw you in front of me hugging her and laughing without any sense. I had to hide those desperate feelings because I promised everyone that I forgot you about a year ago, but you know what, you never left. You were right there always bugging me and making me feel uncomfortable with my friends when I lied to them. And the worst part, is that probably you never knew about how I felt, because I was that cold and nice bitch that hid very well her feelings.
You don't think I remember all those moments together? You telling me my best qualities and me teasing you about you being you. And we both laughed, cause we were having a moment. Those times mean something to me, whenever I'm sad I remember those experiences and I casually get a smile on my face. I'm sorry. I'm sorry for falling for you. I'm sorry for lying to everyone about what really happened, especially because they were correct. Probably, the next time I see him, he will be amazing with a certain girl right at my face and I will hide my feelings with a smile (at least till I finally get him).
Cause the truth is that we don't choose who do we fall for, it just happens. We don't choose when to stop the whole thing and prevent your heart from breaking. You just let yourself fall, and I never stopped falling
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PoetryI think we all have met someone who makes us absolutely crazy. These poems/writings are about him, the person that trapped me with his words and made me fall in love with him. Hope you can love him just as I do.
