When I will see you in that party it will be a beautiful painful occasion.
You are gonna probably cut your hair and try to make your best face towards her. A reaction so fake that even you can't buy it, just something you do to "make her happy". Never mind what you think or want in your relationship, it looks like she has taken control and driven your personality through a dangerous way.
This isn't you, I have known you for more time and I know what phrases you use, what you like in people, who you like or don't, what means to you and your sense of humor. I know you would have a relationship in which you would be teasing your person and she would be teasing you. Some sassiness with sweetness. You would love to physically fight and then she would get angry and you would give her a hug and pick her up till she smiles. You and her would make weird faces across the room that only you two would understand.
A couple that isn't public or perfect. A couple that prefers being mean and then say "baby I love you", when you can say something mean to each other but it wouldn't matter because you know you just said it because of the heat to the moment not because you really meant it. Not giving importance to having a public life and instagram posts with a caption "you are the love of my life" because you would only live the present. You would be real and realize this is a high school sweetheart that or may not last till college. The emotional part would be difficult, communication may be the end of your relationship. You and her would only talk about your feelings and future during a late night talk or while you are cuddling in a romantic/perfect movie type scene.
Two hopeless romantics in love, with a lot of sarcasm. Typical relationship that people talk about and say "they don't really love each other, I give them a month".
Well yeah people would talk so much bullshit, but you know what?
You and I wouldn't care.
YOU ARE READING
him
PoetryI think we all have met someone who makes us absolutely crazy. These poems/writings are about him, the person that trapped me with his words and made me fall in love with him. Hope you can love him just as I do.