tried to hold your hand even when my hands were tied

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Do you ever remember when you held my hand?

When I pretended to be totally fine

While my interior self was screaming and just loving it

Without having any thoughts of the future

Or how could I lose your hand someday

The past days with a lot of regrets

Hoping that you would be there to rescue me, only me


With all the eyes on us

Whispers and faces around me

I remember thinking "what will they think?"

So caught up in everyone's opinions and feelings

While ignoring our honest words

Me, trying to catch your hand even when my hands were tied

You, playing around without realizing you were really falling


I miss those days so much, why can't they come back?

Are they really gone? Or just hidden for a while?

I was really happy, just that I didn't know at the moment

Time had to pass for me to find out the truth

To find out that I love you and that I lost you


Like, have you ever have someone in your hands and somehow that someone slips from your hands and flies away?

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