He wasn't perfect

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We were never meant to be

I keep idealizing him like he was perfect

But he wasn't

I created an illusion in my head


I found the wrong person

Who hurt me for nearly 3 years

Marked my soul

In an insensitive way


I keep remembering the good times

Like everything was all fun and smiles

But I try to ignore all the tears

And every time I couldn't  think straight cause of you


You were my addiction

Something I couldn't live without

I adored you

You made me feel special


But it turns out it was toxic

A drug full of venom

I swallowed everyday

Without any regrets


Well guess what?

I have regrets

Of not withdrawing before

Leaving what hurts me in the past

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