I remember

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Probably if I had never laid eyes on you

If you had never pronounced my name like that

If I had never gotten my hopes up

If you had never been so cruel


Things would be so so different

I wouldn't be stuck here with the idea of you

I wouldn't be crying every night

Pain could have been saved


But we did, we did all of those things

You gave and gave until you eventually took

And I took and took and started giving later

When it was too late


Maybe it's your fault

You created illusions of a perfect person

Someone sweet and sassy, ideal for me

You tried and tried, till you made it


Maybe it's my fault

I was too scared at the beginning

Didn't know what to do, just paralyzed

Then reacted but it was too late, cause you were gone


But the most important thing

Is who remembers, absolutely everything

Every word, every touch

The best and the worst days of us


And the one that keeps getting hurten

Over and over

Because of actions that happened 6 months ago

Is me


Although, sometimes I want to know

What is really in your mind when you see me

When someone mentions my name

Did you forget or do you keep it close to you?

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