Probably if I had never laid eyes on you
If you had never pronounced my name like that
If I had never gotten my hopes up
If you had never been so cruel
Things would be so so different
I wouldn't be stuck here with the idea of you
I wouldn't be crying every night
Pain could have been saved
But we did, we did all of those things
You gave and gave until you eventually took
And I took and took and started giving later
When it was too late
Maybe it's your fault
You created illusions of a perfect person
Someone sweet and sassy, ideal for me
You tried and tried, till you made it
Maybe it's my fault
I was too scared at the beginning
Didn't know what to do, just paralyzed
Then reacted but it was too late, cause you were gone
But the most important thing
Is who remembers, absolutely everything
Every word, every touch
The best and the worst days of us
And the one that keeps getting hurten
Over and over
Because of actions that happened 6 months ago
Is me
Although, sometimes I want to know
What is really in your mind when you see me
When someone mentions my name
Did you forget or do you keep it close to you?
YOU ARE READING
him
PoetryI think we all have met someone who makes us absolutely crazy. These poems/writings are about him, the person that trapped me with his words and made me fall in love with him. Hope you can love him just as I do.