Connection | [SaTzu]

Day 3

[Day 3 (SaTzu)]

Sana's next day was a bit of a chill day for her, she just sat in her comfy bed and watched the T.V shows. Her mind was filled with so many thoughts about what she could've been or done. Sometimes she thought back to her school days and wished to tell her old self to get it together instead of playing around and being goofy. She thought how fast her life had gone by so fast by only 23 years, she thought about how after life would probably be like, heaven or hell. Her childhood memories flooded back into her mind, most of it was a blur, most of her past was a bit of a blur. It felt like watching movie clips of baby Sana to toddler Sana then motioning to kid Sana and teenager Sana to her almost-dead phase Sana. She sighed, Sana regrets not living her life to the extent, it was a bit too late.

Sana had been alone all these years, well kind of. Her mother died when young and her dad ran away and left Sana when Sana was only a kid or teen. So Sana had to live with her one and only aunt who verbally abused Sana harshly. Sana for a second, wanted Tzuyu to come in with her wide smile and her one dimple showing. Sana felt a bit lonely nowadays, lonesome knocked on her door ever since she graduated from hiugh school, her friends drifted away from her, her friends weren't even real friends. They weren't life long friends as everyone nowadays thinks their friends will turn out to be later on in life. Life is like that, leave other in the dust for your own good, Sana always was lonely, she was the only child.

Sana decided to attempt in getting up but got chest pains suddenly. She was uncomfortable sitting on her death bed, lying there, breathless, chest pains here and there. Felt like 100lbs was stacked on top of her. She felt like dying right here and there at the certain time. She wanted to slip away from life, she didn't wanna live this terrible pain, she'd been living in such agony since she was young, she obviously was tired of it.

It was 4:00 P.M and Tzuyu still hadn't walked into the room. Sana grabs her phone and looks up Tzuyu's name on Instagram, but no users were there that had Tzuyu's name or profile. It was like Tzuyu was some 'nobody' or invisible. Erased from Earth. Like she didn't even exist. Sana groaned in boredom and turned off the T.V. Right then, Tzuyu opens the door with a smile brought onto her beautiful face as always. "Sana unnie, I apologize for not visiting much sooner. It feels like it's been an eternity since seeing you." Tzuyu exaggerated that last part. Sana was happy for a second but then frowned from remembering how weird Tzuyu is. "Your facial expressions really confuse me Sana unnie. One second you're happy, the other second you're cold and mean and sad. Are you bipolar?" What nonsense Tzuyu speaks, Sana thinks.

"No, of course not Tzuyu. It's you, that's the problem." Sana shoots back at Tzuyu with a hard glare.

"Are you on your period?" Tzuyu bluntly asks out of curiousity. She obviously doesn't know how to act or know her own manners. Sana was shocked from such an abrupt comment.

Sana scoffs, "I am not."

"Also why am I the problem?" Tzuyu chuckles.

Sana stares up at the ceiling to think, "So many many reasons. It hurts my brain. Stop making me think Tzuyu."

Tzuyu laughs at her unnie, then she had chest pains severely. She grunted in pain. Sana's brows furrow again at Tzuyu.

"So you do have the same cancer as me." Sana crosses her arms, feeling like a smart detective. Tzuyu found it cute.

"I have heart cancer. It's not nice, I've been diagnosed for a year so I'm used to this pain." Tzuyu's tone in voice sounded so depressing for once. Sana felt bad, maybe Tzuyu's heart cancer won't ever go away?

"I just discovered me having it. Y'know both of us can die anytime, anywhere, and any day." Sana sounded even more pessimistic than Tzuyu now.

Tzuyu pauses to say something but continues, "You should be more happy. Why must you always be so depressing? Emo."