Generation of One-Shots [discontinued]

Let Me Be The One [Kuroko Tetsuya]

Let Me Be The One [Kuroko Tetsuya]

Kuroko x Depressed!Reader

a/n: pls don't read this one-shot. I wanted to bring awareness to mental health but isn't an excellent oneshot that's sheds light on this subject. I wish to edit this as soon as I can so it is better written. (June 19, 2018)

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"Let me be the one to light a fire inside those eyes; Let me be the one to lift your heart up and save your life."
—One Direction, Diana

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     You were walking though the halls of Seirin with your head down low, trying to conceal your face from the crowd since they would always question you on your current appearance. You didn't want that since you were tired of talking to people about your problems. They wouldn't understand.

     You arrived at your classroom, putting your bag besides your table all the while putting your arms around your face while you laid your head on the table, trying to catch a few minutes of sleep. You weren't able to sleep well again because you stayed up all night thinking about your life until four thirty in the morning. Sometimes you had insomnia, and on some days you had hypersomnia. It was weird.

     You were always like this since you were thirteen, and you couldn't explain why. After your father finally saw through you when your appetite seemed to decline, he decided to take you to a clinic to check your condition. You were diagnosed with Major or Clinical Depression, but the confusing thing was; you didn't exactly know what the cause was. It was as if this depression was eating you up inside like a freaking cancer. You always felt down, worthless, you questioned the purpose of life, and you would have these... thoughts creeping up to your head telling you to...

     You clenched your fists and buried your face further onto the desk so that the surrounding people wouldn't notice your sobs.

     But one did notice; he always notices.

     Every morning, he would see you walking into the classroom looking as depressed as always, trying to nap a bit, and your shoulders would move up and down unevenly as if you were crying. He has exceptional observation skills after all. Plus, your seat was just next to his, of course he would be able to see you.

     Oddly enough, he wanted to comfort you, and today was the day he had enough courage mustered up to do so.

     Both of you never really talked much, only when there was a group project and he was one of your group mates so it was reasonable for you to talk to each other.

     Kagami also noticed that Kuroko would steal worried glances at you during lunch time so he would question it sometimes. Kuroko would reply with a shake of his head and continue eating with hesitancy when he had also noticed that you weren't eating at all.

     Kagami told this to his team mates as well as his coach, so all of them gave some pep talk and encouraging words to Kuroko so that he could talk to you.

     And that was exactly what he was going to do right now. He slowly reached his hand to tap your shoulder, but he stopped and thought, what if you didn't want to be disturbed?

     He shook his head. No, he was going to talk to you today. He tapped your shoulder and said, "Ano, (L/N)-san, are you all right?" Kuroko asked. He inwardly slapped himself. Of course she isn't. What an insensitive question.