I know this is late and that the news has been out for a hot minute.
I feel like such a bad EXO-L because of my initial reaction. I was crying in jealousy in spite and in betrayal. And I feel the utmost regret for my reaction.
Now I'm crying in happiness. OUR BOI IS GONNA BE A PAPAPAPPAPAPAPA AND HUSBAND YALL. the others are gonna be UNCLES YALL. THERE'S GONNA BE A BABY CHEN LETS GET READY
but still deep down there is a bitter feeling. I just dont know why
Also in my initial reaction idk why but I felt scared?
I thinks it's because when Sungmin from super junior had gotten married, fans had petitioned for him to be kicked out of super junior. And we can see the result now.
I just am scared for jongdae. I dont want him to be kicked out of EXO. I'm ready to fight for him. I'm ready to battle whoever is selfish enough to ruin jongdaes life, his fiancées, or his baby's. SM BETTER FUCKING STICK WITH THEM.
Yall. I'm. So ecstatic. But as I mentioned before I'm scared, hah and upset. But like dont get mad at me when I say that. It's just my human reaction.
Mostly I'm just so fucking happy. My bias wrecker has someone to hold him at night, someone to kiss his tears away, someone to get comfort from when he sad, someone to heal his pain.
This is the best I can wish for him. I love him so much. So so much. And now that I have to hide those selfish desires, I will be okay.
I hope their love truly lasts for millenniums to come. I hope that when the baby is born, its healthy and lovely like our lovely Chen.
As a very very unimportant side note, I will update a late for kyungsoo and jongins birthdays. Those updates are coming soon.
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