lies and the new guy - demus

Chapter 16

Happening during last chapter:

Pattons P.o.v
Tw: self-halm,

"right. Should i get to deceit shouldn't i?" I said looking at logan with a tiny shake in my voice.
"Are you alright, Patton? You seem a little scared." He asked me. I nodded my head and said
"Oh im fine, kiddo! Dont ya be worrying about lil ol' me. I'll get going now" with that I waved and smiled at the cute taller boy in front of meand walked behind the sofa. I wanted to atleast try make the emotionless. I slowly started to sink out, walking like I was going downstairs and said "bye logi, see you downstairs!" and laught a bit. Before I was completely behind the sofa I saw his eyes flash and a smile grow on his face.
Before I knew it, I was in the dark sides living room. Well the smile faded a bit but was still there. I walked to the darker kitchen but didn't see anyone there. Walked to a wall with a broken purple door which was held together by small peices of ducktape. Virgils old door. It felt cold there. Felt empty. I quickly walked to the next room which was Deceits door. It was left a bit open, I pushed the door and heard a 'hiss'. Not deceits though. I walked into the room and saw a snake habitat. I walked over to it and saw a little snake with a lable on the glass saying 'Please feel free to pick Sir. Slithers-a-lot up. He's friendly and only bites when nessersary'. I slowly backed away then looked over at the bathroom. I shivered a bit feeling how cold this room was but saw no deceit. So I nocked on the bathroom door but no response. I guess Deceit isnt there eather. I walked out of his room an saw the next room. The green one to describe simply. It looked more decorated than i last saw it. But i didn't see it well so it could be the same. I walked ro the door and looked through the door and saw deceit. A blood covered deceit his gloves off and in a tank top with knee long shorts. He was sitting in the corner head in his knees and arms covering the rest of his head. There was a small bucket filled with bubbly water and next to it look like a very used sponge.
"D-Deceit..?" my voice said shaking. His head shot up and i saw the panic in his poor eyes. I saw blood pooring from some of his scales.. Or where scales should be. I saw tears swell in his eyes.

Deceits P.o.v

"D-Deceit? " I looked at the father figure standing in the light of the doorway. My eyes widen starting to water. Not in front of him i need to stay calm.
I quickly wipe my tears and hide my face with my hand, wiping blood off while doing it. Crawling over to the bucket, i grabbed the sponge and kept scrubbing the floor. It was no help. I KNEW i should have put that protective layer on it. But obviously i couldn't help but scratch. You stupid idiot.
I felt a hand on my shoulder, stopping me in my tracks. My grip on the sponge got tighter. I quickly pushed the hand off my shoulder and got up. Started to walk away, well tried to. As I lifted my foot to leave I felt like I was going to faint.my feet were so heavy. I quickly tumbled to the ground. My hands happily caught me. There was as slight gasp from behind me. I slowly just broke apart right there. Everything just got to me at that moment so fast. I just gave up. I let my elbows drop to the floor and started to pull my hair, tears flowing down my face.
Weak
"oh m-DECEIT!" he said now kneeling infront of me. "Deceit, whats wrong, what happened?" he said worry filling his voice. Before anything I quickly huged Patton like my life depended on it"oh dee.. Come on tell your dad everything..."
"im sorry.." i whispered slightly.
"theres no reason to be s-" i interupted him saying-
"THERE ISN'T" I said looking into his eyes, knowing he knows im lying. Knowing my eyes were glowing because they were lighting up the before dark room. "THERE ISN'T! ITS NOT MY FAULT YOU LOVE THE LIGHT SIDES! I DIDN'T KNOW THAT REMUS WOULD HAVE REACTED LIKE THAT AND STILL LEFT HIM! Its not my fault that all of this didn't happen. HE.. He.. Non of it is my fault."
"Kiddo... Non of this is your fault and i dont hate you nor remus. I love both of you as much as I love the other 3 ya doofus. Come sit on the bed and you can tell me why you did.. This, kiddo..." he gestered to my snake side with now dried blood on.
"fine.. But No question. why do i feel less stronger emotions around you. I dont think remus said something before about you not having an emotional skill but i thought he was talking jubberish"
"oh haven't i told ya? Since im the heart and feeling of this body, I can feel and send off emotions from my body and thats creating stronger emotions for everyone" he said with a little smile still filled with worry.
Well crap. Time for alot of emotions.