lies and the new guy - demus

Chapter 15

Remus's p.o.v

Tw: swearing, tiny beet s*x talks at the end (but what do ya expect its Remus)

Still in his dream:

I scream at the other sides to stop and actually listen to me, but they wouldn't listen. "Fuck off monster. You're scaring my dad."

"why are you still here you creep. I've never wanted to see you since the day we split, and I think the rest are thinking the same as well"

"I will never love you. You're just a worth piece of shit who nobody would ever love." A slight hiss came from the now taller snake.

"I JUST WANT TO HELP YOU!" I screamed, cried more and more. The I opened my eyes.

Back to reality~

I was in a completely white massive room with red roses painted at the bottom of each wall. The ceiling was painted gold while there was a tangled like flower around the light painted in white. I was in romans room? Why was I here!? I need to get out of here. I wiped my eyes and took a deep breath, calming myself. About to get up, I heard some speaking to the side of me. "I heard him say..." I couldn't hear the rest of the sentence, but I knew it was Virgil. My mind went back to what I heard him say before, "Fuck off monster" my mind kept repeating 'monster' over and over again until I spoke up, voice crackling as I did "what did I say? I can't r-remember...". I rubbed my head feeling like had a really bad hang-over. I heard an over dramatic gasp and another quieter gasp.

I turned my head just in time to see roman rushing towards the bed. I quickly teleported to the far corner of the massive room. But not far enough. I wanted to sink out to my room. Crap he put the barrier up. Why? So he could torcher me again?! So he could tell me how much he hates me again. I quickly ran to the door shaking the handle rapidly pleading it would open. But surprise, surprise. It wouldn't open. I slowly backed against the wall next to the far corner again, sliding back down in the corner. I was... scared. I've never been 'scared'. Even Roman looked confused, but Virgil looked shocked. To be honest Virgil was the only one I told about the intrusive thoughts, so he knew I don't get scared easily.

He looked at roman and told him to stay there for a minute. He was walking slowly closer until he got about an average 46-year-old man corps lying down distance away from me. I started to push myself into the corner more and more. Once he stepped forwards one more time I started clawing at the wall. I saw enough room under the bed to get under there but roman was right next to it. Virgil stopped about 2 feet in front of me. I looked at him, fear filling my eyes. He turned around facing roman and said softly but sternly "Roman, could you wear my headphones and listen to music, loud, and sit on that bean bag please?"

He hesitated but finally nodded. He walked over to the corner and flopped onto the bean bag probably listening to some of them amazing musicals.

"Remus, you can go under the bed if y-"before he finished his sentence I teleported to under the bed. I already felt safer. I was comfortable now.

"V-Virgil... w-what just happened.... Why does everyone h-hate me..."

"Remus nobody hates you! Well who knows about Logan, but he only has feelings for Patton and when he's around him." He said laughing a bit. "in fact deceit absolutely ad-"I heard a smack and a muffled 'ow'. "I'm not the one who should be saying something like that. Right. Do you need a hug?" he said sitting down on the bed.

"N-No I don't really want to be touch right now... but I'll get out if you tell me what happened and how I got here." I said starting to crawl towards the end of the bed.

" okay but its only what I heard." I got out an sat with my legs close to my chest on the opposite side of the bed from him. He started to explain, and I felt so guilty. I didn't mean to hurt roman. And most importantly, I didn't want to make dee cry or get upset.

"S-so... That w-was all a dream...and Dee was with me the whole time...this is why I fucking love that man. Oh well." I mumbled the last part but Virgil's eyes widened as a smile formed on his face.

"you love deceit?!" he asked excitedly. Then I saw sudden movement from the corner. Roman heard. "N-no, umm i-it's p-platonic"

'Why do you lie? Just admit you like him! All you think about is him without his shirt on. Some times without a-'

'IM WARNING YOU!' I said I'm my head to the nice voice.

'He's so CUTE IN THE MORNINGS! Ohh, and that voice is to die for. OH! And the way his glamorous scales glow and shimmer in the lights. AND REMEMBER WHEN YOU ACSEDENTLY WALKED IN ON HIM IN JUST A TOWEL ROUNG HIS WAIST!'

'He was so fucking hot...' I thought remembering him like that

I shook my head and covered my face with my hands just in case.

"UH FINE the little voice convinced me I-I Like...no-umm.. I love him, but he thinks differently! And I can't stand to see him hurt or in pain! I just want to keep him safe forever. I just want to keep him warm... I just want him to be mine, him to call me baby... I just want him to fu- "I slapped my hand over my mouth before my thoughts went down that path again. I went bright red. Almost as red as the laughing roman on the floor

"oooooo~ what were you going to say just then." Virgil teased. Knowing he's a bitch roman then tried to speak through his laughs

"H-HE j-just admitted *wheeze* to being a bottom AND having a- "before he could finish threw a pillow at him and said

"HAY DON'T KINK-SHAME ME! AT lease I don't want to have a plain boring fuck time" I said face probably the reddest I've ever been. romans laugh got louder while virgil gggled next to me. i slowly started to laugh with them.

I'm going to regret this aren't I.....

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Weirdest thing ive write in the book so far but yeah
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