Can You Forgive Me? |Sugawara Koushi x Reader | Oikawa Tooru x Reader |

Chapter 4

Oikawa spent the next few days trying to get your mind off of Suga. He tried everything he could think of: watching movies, getting ice cream, a night of unlimited junk food (which he was definitely going to pay for later), and a little bit of TLC. You appreciated the effort and wanted to forget everything concerning Suga.

"[Y/N]." a voice from behind you said firmly.

You turned and met the serious gaze of your roommate.

"Uh, yes?" you answered. You said goodbye to the friends you were talking to.

"You're coming with me. I'm using my no questions asked pass, so let's go." he reached out and grabbed your arm, dragging you off campus.

"Tooru! Where are you taking me? C'mon, I have a study group tonight!" you whined.

Oikawa didn't answer you, he just kept dragging you along. You looked around as you pouted, realizing that you've been here before. He stopped in front of your secret café and looked at you seriously.

"Sugawara is in there," he explained. "I can't stand seeing you this way, [Y/N]. So, I convinced him to meet with you again. Go talk." you could see in his eyes that he didn't want you go.

He feels like he's going to lose you.

"Okay," you said slowly. "I'll be home soon." you kissed his cheek lightly and walked inside the café. Oikawa watched as you found Suga's table and smiled at him warmly. The smile that he grew to love and couldn't bear to lose.

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Again, it was quiet between you and Suga. His ears were a light shade of pink and he wouldn't meet your eyes. A part of you didn't want him to; you thought you would break down.

"So," Suga let out a big sigh. "Oikawa told me how you've been struggling after we met. Is that true?" his eyes were on you now. You shifted uncomfortably in your seat, unsure how to answer.

"Yes," you admitted, chewing your bottom lip. "I think it was worse the way it ended compared to if you just yelled at me."

Suga nodded slowly, taking in your words. "I know," he said simply. "We dated for a while. I knew what was really gonna get you. You deserved it." he chuckled.

You smiled a bit, his laugh making you a little sad.

"I did, and I hope that one day you can forgive me." you gave him a hopeful look. Unknown to you, you were still the one thing that could make Suga weak in the knees; no matter what you did.

"I can, [Y/N], even if you did wait a year and a half to ask for forgiveness." he teased. The tension between you two dissipated, and you carried on your conversation like nothing ever happened.

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Oikawa was starting to get worried. He took another look at the clock on the wall: 3 hours. What he thought was gonna take 45 minutes to an hour tops, was taking 3 hours.

His mind wouldn't stop going; was letting you and Sugawara talk a mistake? Did this mean you would have less time for him? The anxiety was ruining his nail beds.

What does that twerp have that I don't? he thought. Oikawa figured that [Y/N] would be over the whole thing by now, but she clearly wasn't. Was that why she never took him seriously? But he was the one she chose, even back then; it had to count for something, right?

Oikawa heard the door to the apartment open, a flushed [Y/N] kicked off her shoes and sighed. When she looked up and met eyes with Oikawa, her face broke out into a smile.

"Tooru! Thank you for that, seriously." she beamed, wrapping her arms around his neck. [Y/N] wasn't acting any different, but Oikawa still felt on edge.

He smiled softly at her, tucking a piece of [h/c] hair behind her ear.

"Anything for you, [Y/N]." he murmured, leaning down to place a kiss on her lips. When he tried to pull away, [Y/N] pulled him back in, licking his bottom lip for permission. He smiled, deepening the kiss with his roommate.

His hands started to travel her body, stopping at the hem of her shirt. She raised her arms above her head, giving Oikawa permission to take it off. He did, and he could never keep his eyes off her beautiful body, no matter how many times he's seen her naked.

Oikawa trailed kisses from her lips, to her jaw, then to her neck.

"Tooru." she moaned quietly.

"Don't." he growled, picking her up bridal style and taking her to his room, where they spent the rest of the night

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