Chapter 10

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what's up my dudes! sorry i've been MIA i've just been busy with school and work. to make up for that i wanted to publish a couple chapters at once so it took a little while. Thank you all so much!❤️

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Oikawa didn't leave your side for the next few days. Every class, every break, any spare time you two had was spent together. You had to admit that it was pretty nice having Oikawa all to yourself, but he was getting a little tiresome.

Your mind flashed to Suga and those text messages from him that you never replied to. You didn't mean to ignore him, but Oikawa was being extra protective lately and you didn't want Suga to deal with it nor did you expect him to.

A knock at the apartment door shook you from your thoughts and you went to go answer it. You almost closed the door as quickly as you opened it, but your body didn't respond. Standing in front you was the silver haired, brown eyed boy you'd been ignoring.

For the first time ever, he looked annoyed.

"Suga? What's up?" you asked as you opened the door wider to let him inside.

"Well, I guess your phone isn't working." Suga shrugged as he went inside. He seemed a little irritated.

"Sorry, I've just been busy." you lied. It made you feel terrible, but you didn't know what to do yet.

Here, you had two boys trying to get your attention and you were trying to keep the peace. CLEARLY THAT WAS NOT WORKING WELL.

Suga locked eyes with you; something he always did when he felt off energy. Suga was good like that, but you were better. You stood your ground, and to add salt to the wound, you closed the apartment door with your eyes still locked.

"Alright, fine," he grumbled when he gave up. His eyes started wander the living room, then to your open bedroom door. Suga walked to the middle of room and looked like he was taking it all in.

You watched from the doorway as his eyes landed on something familiar to him on your bed. It was a cat plushie he surprised you with one random day. The gesture meant so much to you that you couldn't help but keep it.

Suga reached down slowly and picked up the plushie. He looked at you and smiled.

"It's my favorite." you admitted, probably turning as red as a tomato.

Suga's brown eyes seemed to light up at what you said. That's when it hit you: Sugawara Koushi never stopped loving you.

He put the plushie back on your bed and walked over to you. He wasn't that much taller than you were, but you still had to look up at him. Suga was incredibly close and the gap seemed to get smaller.

"Suga..." you said quietly as you decided if you wanted this to happen or not.

"Can you please just call me Koushi again?" he asked, his eyes desperate. Your mouth opened to say something, but nothing came out.

Suga exhaled and pulled himself away.

"I, uh, gotta go. I'll talk to you later, [Y/N]." he smiled a little as he walked past you. It wasn't until after he closed the door that your heart squeezed and you felt like you were dying.

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