i thought i had lost you // destiel au

Seven

  Castiel wakes up feeling warm, breathing in and smiling realizing it's just Dean. They must've fallen asleep. His heart stops when he goes to move and feels something distantly familiar. The alpha's stomach drops when notices warmth around a certain part down below.
  He quickly goes to wake Dean up, shaking him. His mate wakes up not too long after, confused.
  "What?" He mumbles tiredly.
  "Dean there's—we—did we..?"
  Dean doesn't understand what he means and sleepily tries wrapping his arms and legs around his alpha in an attempt for more warmth, only to unwillingly let out a small moan of surprise. Now he knows what Castiel was talking about.
  "What the—No I don't remember doing anything.. Shit, no this.."
  Castiel takes note of the fact that he feels bare, which explains the change to Dean's scent.
  "What the hell even happened to cause this..?" Cas asks fearfully. "My rut isn't supposed to happen for weeks, surely your heat isn't supposed to start for the same amount of time as well.."
  "God, Cas, I cant raise a child in a goddamn cell.."
"I know, I know..."
  Suddenly Crowley speaks from the other side of the cell. "What in the bloody hell did you two do?"
  Castiel brings a wing over to cover them both up. "You tell me, we weren't supposed to get our rut and heat for another several weeks!"
  "He did it!" A captured soldier said in the cell across from them says.
  "Who did?" Crowley asks curiously and quite furiously.
  "He was an angel, had these.. red wings! Or were they pink.."
  "Lucifer.." Castiel mumbles. "No, he was banished from Heaven?"
  Crowley sighs. "Yes and took refuge here.."
  Castiel's face drops. Lucifer knows so much about Heaven. He must have spilled everything to them.
  "No, no no no.." Castiel mutters. Fear fills Dean's eyes.
  "Yeah, sure that guy, he sprayed some stuff in your guys' cell while you guys were sleeping and then suddenly you were at it. Thanks to you, we got zero sleep." Dean blushes deeply.
  Crowley eyes Dean and Cas oddly. "Are you two ever going to split?"
  Castiel blushes and looks back down to their situation. "Not while you're watching, creep."
  The demon rolls his eyes and walks away to work on whatever. Castiel slowly pulls out, stomach dropping when he sees how much slick and cum pours out. Dean shivers at the feeling of it,
  "Jesus Cas this is not good.."
"M-Maybe you aren't actually- maybe we got lucky and you.."
Dean puts his face in his hands, sitting up, elbows on his knees. "You know I am.. there's no way we could avoid this, Cas, I mean.." He groans.
The alpha bites his lip. He puts his right hand on Dean's shoulder and another in his omega's hair.
"Hey, if you are; we'll still raise them and love them no different. They're still our's."
Dean nods. "I know.. I just wish it was by our will not.."
  Castiel nods as well. They're both silent for a moment before Crowley speaks up again.
  "I'm afraid I can't expel Lucifer from this land; but I may be able to help you.."
Dean's eyes brighten in hope but Castiel's' narrow out of weariness and suspicion. "At what cost? Knowing you, you'd want something in return."
Crowley chuckles quietly and looks to the floor. "That is correct," he admits. "if I let you go, you must promise me you will bring down Abbadon. She is queen right now, kicked me off my rightful blood-earned throne. She wants to use the half-breed for power, power I personally don't care for. If you deem it so I am king again, I will attempt to form an alliance between Heaven and Hell and will send demons to assist you in rebuilding any damaged done to your kingdom."
Castiel bites his lip in thought, but Dean doesn't hesitate. He wants to get back to jack. He wants to get back to Sam. He wants to get out with Cas, and he wants to raise this child properly.
"We'll do it."
The angel gasps. "But Dean-"
"I don't care. We'll do it, just get us out."
Crowley smirks. "Good. Rest now; I'm going to help you out tonight so you'll need your sleep."
Though they just woke up, Dean is already too devoted to this deal and already tries sleeping.
"Dean, you know we can't trust Crowley."
"I know, but what other choice do we have?"

—

sorry for the long wait and short chapter

i've been hit yet again with writers block

oh and i've forgotten to say this, idk if y'all care but i have a supernatural discord server. if any of you guys have discord and wanna join, dm me on here and i'll send the invite link!! the server isn't much active except for me and two or three others (even tho there's about 20 total in the server) so it'd be nice to have others!

2.25.20