falling for diego

pinchee partyyy

its been a week.
but it feels like its been so much longer.
everyone on tour is really nice and so are the supporters ive met.

meet and greets ,preformances everything is so tiringgg. but at the end of the day it's all worth it.
i haven't talked to diego lately either. he has been very busy with his merch and meetings.

    its been.. well .. hard.

we've texted here and there lately, as often as we can anyways. its just harder bc we're seperated.
a lotttt of the dudes around tried hitting on me , but i didn't even entertain the idea. i would never. i could never be disloyal to diego.
annnnddd our 6th month anniversary is coming up. which like wowww i am soooo excited ab. i'm so ready to spoil himmm :)

well its the end of week one and so far i've been just super sad ab being away from diego. then his voice came to mind 'have funn mamas. enjoy the oppurtunity!'
so i thought to myself why not go out and do something fun 🤔?

on tour with me is vereena and dez (yes they sQuAsHed tHe bEeF) and they wanted to go to some influencer party so i said "fuck it lets go" (they had been trying to take me out beforehand bc of the fact i was sad instead of enjoying myself on tour) so they were especially happy with the fact i was down to go anywhereee.

we arrive at the party and not only is there hella people there but there are also people smoking😲 (yes im talking ab THAT MARY JANEEEEEE😭)

all three of us shrug it off bc that is their choice yk. we werent gonna smoke.

so we all three find an area we want to chill at and start to dance and shi. yk the vibessss😎. we are all just having the times of our lives when 3 guys approach us.

uh uh  i think to myself.

they promised me it would be just us girls there is no way they had this planned.

"hey ma" one of the guys says as he looks at me an licks his lips. he was clearly high.

atp all three of us girls stopped dancing.

"i have a boyfriend just leave me alone." i say with a clearly unpleasant look on my face.

his friends began to laugh and make slick comments towards him.

"damn okay you didnt have to be a bitch about it" he says.

"um sorry i think i misheard you. did you just call me a bitch ?" i say in a very firm tone.

he had a look of hesitation on his face which igs he ignored bc next thing ik he says :

"yeah i called you a bitch you heard righhhht."

and next thing ik my fist just collided with his face 😬.

he's swearing. saying im crazy. blah blah.

"didnt your mother teach you RESPECT" i say to him.

(ik what you may be wondering.. wtf were vereena and dez doing during all this ? and to answer your question welll... they were trying to tell everyone including me to calm down. which obviouslyyy didnt work💀.)

so security comes and kicks us allll out the party so we ditch and go back to the hotel.

'whew what a night' i thought on the car ride back.

my fist hurt. 

i was going to text diego ab what happened but i was so exhausteddd.

as soon as we got to the hotel i went straight to sleep.

i could tell diego tm...