I gripped my head as the mental breakdown I was having worsened.
The boys were not home and I had no means of contacting them. They were at an interveiw, and of course, I begged to stay home.
My mind flooded with images of everything I never wanted to remember flooded my mind.
*FLASHBACK*
My fathers whip conected with my back causing a yelp to escape my six year old lips.
"SILENCE YOU GOOD FOR NOTHING IDIOT!"
Another mark on my back was created and I cried with tears of silence. What did I do wrong today? With what can I make it up to him? How awful am I if my daddy does not love me? I am not even allowed to call him daddy any more, what did I do wrong?!
End of flashback.
I gripped my head, pulling my own hair. I was do young, but that is not the worst of it. WHY AM I THINKING?! Go away memories. I dont want you here!
*FLASHBACK*
"Sweetheart, please be good for daddy. You see, youve been a naughty, naughty girl." He poked my nose gently as my three year old eyes watered.
"I'll bwe gwood fow daddy, I pwomises" I hoped daddy would not slap me again, daddy said my voice is gross. "Do you want to make daddy happy?" I nod eagerly, if i make him happy he will love me! "Yus daddy, i wills mwake you happeh." His next line caught me off guard.
"Strip than."
My eyes watered again, was he going to spank me? I slowly did as told.
Flashback end
"NO! STOP IT, STop it! Please...please" I cried into my hands and waited for another one to come along. It didnt. The boys were holding me before another one could...
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FanficAddison ambercrombie breeves is stuck with an abusive father. She runs away to an orphanage, all her life, all she's ever known is to be good or get hit. Clean or get hit. Obey rules and orders, or get hit. Her mother died when she was two, s...
