Secret Memoir...

Be there...

She was trying to sleep in the darkness of her room.

Wiping her tears she took a deep breath to control her sobs. She should sleep. It was just a bad dream.

No one was actually coming behind her.

No one can ever dare to touch her.

She was with her savior, her God. In his Den, they can never dare to come to her.

Her Rasika kaki  had insured her that he would be returning any moment.

Who knows if he had already returned?

Should She go down and look for him?

Should She go and tell him about her nightmares? That they will find her and again She will get the worse round of slaps and punches, again her clothes will be taken off, again she has to lay on cold floors.

No! No! She should stop thinking all this.

He said it all was a nightmare and now it's over.

He said. Though she could never tell him exactly how much she had bore.

He said that mean it's true. No one will pull her hairs. No one will smack her face on walls or cold floors as she won't need to say No.

"No will dare to r@pe me."

She told herself with tightly shut eyes and her tears rolled at cheeks. Quickly she wiped them off.

At the same time she felt a shiver in her spine and her body got frozen at the sound of crank of door.

What if her God was still out and they have came to get her?

She tried her best to stay still under her blanket but her body couldn't stop from shivering.

Next second she could hear quick steps toward her bed.

She felt like screaming but She shouldn't, it would confirm her presence so She held her own mouth with both of her hands.

But it all proved useless as next moment she felt a heavy hand at back of her head.

'Run for your life.'

A voice echo in her head and she flung out of her bed to run like She had run last time.

But next second she felt a strong jolt on her face and front body.

As result She was on floor with bleeding forehead.

Pain was immense but all she knew was to run, she found herself grabbed in a set of arms from behind, pulling back towards the bed.

Her fear knew no limits. It can't happen to her again, not in her safe heaven, not in her God's residence.
She started to scream and threaten him with her savior's name.

"Leave me! Let me go!"

"He will tear you in pieces."

"Shuuu...."

His husky voice filled in her soul as he  switched the side table lights covering her mouth.

She knew it was her God only. She is safe. She hadn't been attacked.

"Saanjh calmdown..."

Before he could complete his sentence she pulled herself up and hugged him tight with all her might.

"Adi ji... I ... I thought they found me." She said struggling between her sobs.

He tried his best to keep himself on his hands behind her at bed to support both of them and to stop himself from touching her back.