ᥴꪖꪶꪶ ꪑꫀ B.E

11

Y/n POV

'1 day later'

"I'm pretty sure you're allowed behind stage. I mean it's honestly me just making sure Billie is put together before getting on stage" I say covering Harper because it was pouring raining. We walk backstage and luckily get harper in. I print out the checklist that I always make because I would literally get fired without one. I walk nervously to her green room. I'm not trying to see anything I don't wanna see. "Hey billie um are you ready to start getting ready for the performance" I say opening at the door. 

"I don't wanna go on but fuck I know I have to" she says trying to wipe her tears quickly. "Q's getting wasted and he's not even here. I had something planned just for him coming.  now I have to figure a way to change it up. I just wanna give my fans a good show" she says tearing up again.

I grab a few tissues and sit her down on the couch. She's either really going through it with Q or she's on her period but I think she just really wants it to workout with Q. "Well you can't throw a good show crying the whole time but I mean you're fans would still probably take it" I say wiping at her face. "You just gotta focus on yourself right now. You can't keep worrying about Q. This night is for Billie freaking Eilish and her fans. It is not for Q. Now stop waisting emotions on him. We still gotta do sound checks outfits makeup hair. We don't have time to cry over him" I say trying to get her back on her feet.

"I don't feel like singing but I also don't wanna give a crappy show" she says grabbing tissues.

"As soon as you get on that stage your little ass is gonna be jumping like a kangaroo. Now let's start getting you ready because I can be fired" I say pushing her into the dressing room.

Billie POV

I was shoved into a outfit and forced to put some makeup on. Y/n kept other people in check and made sure that I was getting enough space and time to myself before I went on stage. Behind the stage is always pretty busy so for the first time brushes and sprays weren't being thrown in my face it was very calm and slow. Y/n is a really good assistant. Being close with y/n I don't know she made me fine.  Like mentally ok. That's why I never mind her presence.

"Hey y/n can I borrow your charger" Harper asks coming in the room.

"Yea it's over there"she says pointing to the outlet.

"Thanks" Harper says giving her peck on the cheek.

"Baby you gotta go you're not really supposed to be back here"she says trying to get her out.

"I'm leaving" she says closing the door. When they first got here and was so lovey dovey with each other I didn't really care much but for them doing it all the time I don't it makes me like ok harper we get it. We get that you're really into y/n and you guys been dating for some time. She literally marks y/n as 'mine'. shit that kinda rhymes lemme write that down.

I mean if I was really in love with someone I would probably be the same but I don't know it's hard to explain the feelings.