ᥴꪖꪶꪶ ꪑꫀ B.E

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Date: 8/6/20
Y'all kno I been writing this since January? 🤧😪 imma be done around September though. I might, MIGHT come out with another Billie fan fic called "Framed" which I have this wicked plot...ew wtf wicked? What is this Disney channel? I have a "good" plot thought out. Idek I might upload a chapter and when I do- I'll let ya kno.

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Billie pov

Y/n hadn't said much to me to be honest. I don't know how to tell her emotions just from her face but she's definitely not mad. We're at her apartment and I'm sitting on her bed watching her pack clothes for the past 10mins.  "Are you ok?" I ask breaking the silence.

"Yea. Are you ok?" She asks looking up at me.

"Yea" I said feeling the vibe was awkward. I don't why we were acting weird. We never acted weird around each other. Is it supposed to feel like this? I got up and went through her nightstand drawer. I flushed every pill that she had and the edibles and the weed. "Any other spot you like to hide it?" I ask. she shakes her head no. "You sure"

"I don't lie bil" she said not looking up. She zipped the luggage up on the floor and sat down and sighed. I sat down next to her. "This is kinda embarrassing" she said scratching her head. I leaned into her and hugged her for a for few minutes. I guess you could call it cuddling. I laid my head on her shoulder trying to not waste a single second we had.

"Do you know how much dumb shit we have done. Packing your bags to rehab shouldnt be embarrassed. My parents literally caught us in the middle o-"

"Ok ok I get it" she said scrunching her face. "I hate thinking about that. I cringe every time" she said laughing. "Anyways let's get this shit over with" she moves me off of her and stands up to grab her bags.

"Hold on" I pulled the hoodie that she was wearing off of her and held onto it. "I'm keeping this one though"

"There's so many in my closet you could've just got one from there" she said sighing and opening her closet to get another.

"Come on y/n you're taking forever" I said sarcastically. She grabbed her luggage and she locked her door. "Can I visit you?" I asked while we walked through the hallway.

"I don't care lmao. I mean I care but like I don't mind"

We took my car and I drove to the location while y/n did whatever on her phone. Probably on Instagram or iMessage. She put her hand on my thigh purposely knowing what she was doing. "You can't do that while I driving" I said trying to sit up more.

"Why not?" She asks sarcastically.

"Because I have to be focused...on the rode"

"Am I distracting?" She asks not looking up from her phone.

"Yea you're very distracting" I said laughing.

"Tough. I mean I'm comfortable but you know  try not to crash the car" she smiled of course. I was just happy she wasn't like sad or upset. The car ride started to get quiet once we were like 5mins away though. "Too bad it's only been like 3 days since we got back together from your tour"

"I'm not as so mad as when it happened because you're willing to do better now. Some people don't see the issue before it's too late"

"Yes and expect me to look fucking dead when I get out. This sounds like prison. Most of all though imma miss my phone" she said as I parked into the parking lot. "Take care of it. It's vulnerable" she said passing me her phone.

"I'll just keep it in my glove box" I said rolling my eyes.

"Make sure it's at 100% when I get back"

"Mhm sure" I said throwing the phone into the glove box.

"Can you let me go in by myself?" She asked seeming embarrassed again.

"If that's what you want..." she kissed me one last time which turned into another kiss and that one turned into another kiss too which lead to us making out. "You gotta go" I said pulling away. "I wish you didn't but too late now"

"Yea um..I love you"

"I love you too" she kissed my cheek and got out the car. She grabbed my luggage out the truck and walked towards the building. It felt so wrong and weird but I knew it was the right thing to do.

Date 8/7/20