ᥴꪖꪶꪶ ꪑꫀ B.E

54

Date 7/30/20

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Billie pov

The hospital was about 30 minutes away from my house. I was still debating if I would go to my own party. We haven't even been in LA for 24 hours.

"How is she?" My mom asks as I walk through the door.

"She's fine I guess. Her words aren't slurred and she still remembers a lot. Not really showing any side effects accept for the headache. She'll probably be out soon" I said putting y/n keys up.

"Well at least she's doing ok"

"Yea that's the least. I'm trying to get her to agree to go to rehab but she's too stubborn to listen"

"Maybe she's had bad experiences" my mom comments.

"Well I tried letting her help herself and it didn't work so now I'm helping her"

"Well get dressed. we're going to go meet with your team quickly and then head to the party center" my mom told me getting up from the couch.

To be honest if y/n didn't fuck up we could've been getting ready together. She was supposed to be with me all day today but no. She's in a hospital probably getting on the nurses nerves being stubborn as hell.

I changed my clothes that literally smelled like weed and alcohol. Probably throw up too. I stayed with her the whole time so I didn't have the chance to change or shower. I had just gotten her back and I'm probably gonna lose her again for a a month or two.

I took a shower and got dressed quickly. I made some avocado because I still didn't eat anything.

Kinda annoying that I have to go to a meeting right after a tour. Like give me a few weeks and then we can get back to it.

While I was eating y/b texted me.

Y/n: update.. It's been two hours and I may have like kinda fucked up...🥴🔫
Me: Wdum?
Y/n: like tryna send me away and shit 🤧
Y/n: I guess I didn't keep a eye out for Selener ➖👄👁
Y/n: I said can I go home and they frfr said sum no❤️
Y/n: I said it's being stuck in this room fa me
Y/n: the doctor walked out and said anyways chile-
Me: wtf are you talking about?
Y/n: I probably won't be home for a good minute. They want send me to like some fucking hospital or some shit? Idk I'm rlly fucking pissed like bruh just let me go tf home omgggg
Me: jus get better ok?
Y/n when I get home we can do whatever you want.
Y/n: sorry all this shit is going on especially around your birthday. I am gonna try tho. Like try not to be a dick ass crackhead. Not for me of course but it would be selfish for me to walk into your life just to walk out. I've been doing this shit since like middle school so to be honest it's kinda all I ever known. Shit it's a whole bunch of shit you don't know about me and probably same for you. Imo talking ab it would be cheesy ash but idk maybe we can talk ab it when me get out. Just don't give up on me yet. Let me figure myself out and then you can be ass towards me. Ok?
Me:I'm not gonna be ass towards you. I miss you now I sure as fuck will miss you later and you don't NEED to give me a explanation. Just don't be stubborn, let them help you, and stay out of trouble so you can get back to me quickly.
Y/n: another nurse is coming in 😡🔪 ttyl
Y/n: also good luck with your meet.
Me: thank u but yea ttyl

Date 8/1/20