ᥴꪖꪶꪶ ꪑꫀ B.E

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8/13/20
I love u guys so much I don't even think u guys understand. You guys have seen so much of me these past 6 months and for those that made it this far thank you for waiting and being patient with all my bullshit. I think it's crazy that this many people where interested to read MY book. Hopefully one day I won't be writing just fan fic lmao but I just wanted to thank you personally for being active and keeping up with me. DONT FORGET TO READ MY NEW BILLIE FAN FIC
"LOVE ISNT MONEY"

- 1 month later-

Y/n pov

Thank fucking god I get to go home. I been in this shit of piece for 4 weeks.  "What's the first thing you're gonna do when you get out?"

"Eat some Wendy's" I said with a goofy smile. "You make it sound like we're in prison though. Minus well be"

"You're fat ass" my friend kourtney snickered. We're bunk mates and she's also not... crazy so the shoe kinda fits. Not gonna lie we kinda have the same background too. Except her mom was addicted which led to her getting taken away. Most of her life she was in and out of foster care. That's the thing about everyone here though. It never started off with us being tempted to show off yo the cool kids at schilling the movies portray. Everyone has some type of background story. "When I get out im gonna fix my relationship with my sister" she said putting her shoes on.

"Good for you"

"What I'm being to sweet?"

"No that's actually good. I don't have any siblings. If I did probably wouldn't be here. Maybe we both would've been crackheads. Would've been fun to say I got high with my sister" the nurse looked at me after I made my comment. "I'm joking. It was a joke. Humor I call it. You laugh or smile. It helps- anyways...."

"You gonna stay clean?"

"Minus well. As long as I don't get tempted. I have a...I don't really give a fuck mentality so if im around it ya know. I'm not though because I wanna show Billie that I changed you know? People around me can trust me and stuff"

"Yea it's not easy for people like me to get a job though. Your girlfriend is rich so your probably good you know. Not trying to say it's your fault I'm just saying the system is screwed. I gotta start all the way from the bottom" She said to me bitting her lip.

"Yea I understand. You're a smart girl. If they don't hire you their fucking assholes. Remember it's always them and not you. Don't go back to the streets and shit"

"Im not worried for me love I'm worried for you" she said laughing.

"Fuck I am too. I'm a dumbass" I packed everything up. Not much to pack so didn't take long.  I just wanna go home and shower and get comfortable. I literally can't remember the last time I was in my own apartment.

"Stay clean motherfucker" she said as I walked out.

"Stop scolding me. I hate listening to people" to be honest probably why I don't get along with a lot of people. Actually that's exactly why I don't get along with a lot of people. "bye kourtney" I said waving

"Bye fat ass" she said laughing.

To be honest staying sober is hard because then you have to look like more of a crackhead then u did before. You look fucking dead. That's the fucked up part. Some people say it doesn't last. I really hope so because i look like shit.