ᥴꪖꪶꪶ ꪑꫀ B.E

23

Date 4-15-20

   I feel sick.

Recap
"You're just making up excuses so you can save your stupid relationship. Fuck you" Billie says walking off.
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Billie pov

Don't cry. Don't cry. Don't cry. Don't cry. Don't cry. Don't cry. Don't cry. Don't cry. Don't cry. Just find a bathroom or something.

What the actual fuck I literally can't find a single room in this big ass house.

"Aye Billie I need you on" Dj Khalid says grabbing my shoulder.

"Now?" I ask bitting my lip.

"Yes now!" he says pulling me into the stage. "Ladies and gentlemen Billie eilish"

"I-I'm sorry um no one told me what I'm singing"

"Bellyache"

"I-i d-don't think I-i can sing that right now"

"I'm paying you to sing Bellyache" he says getting off the stage.

The light immediately hit me and the instrumental began to play. Everyone had they're eyes locked onto me. I tried to push the hard painful lump down my throat but I knew it wouldn't go away if I didn't cry.

The people starring into me didn't make it any better. I then realized I was far behind into the song. "I-im sorry" I say running off. Too much in one night. I need some time to myself.

Y/n pov

"I gotta go run after her. It's kinda my job" I say taking Harper off my lap gently.

"Come back though ok" she says smiling. "I love you"

"I love you too"I say getting one last kiss in.

Apparently Harper isn't mad at me. She said that she's not worried about some random bi-curious girl trying to take something that's not hers.

"Billie you ok?" I ask sitting next to her on a bench outside of the house.

"You're literally the last person I would want to talk to"

"I mean Billie you knew that me and Harper were still not completely done with each other"

"Yea but I actually have feelings for you and I thought you felt the same way" she says wiping at her face. "And I'm sitting here feeling dumb as hell when it's not even my fault. It's yours" she says looking at me.

"I told you it was a bad ide-"

"I think I wanna go back to the bus. I want to be alone" Billie says getting up.

"Billie you just ran off the stage. You have to get back on" I say standing up too. "We have another hour before anyone is picking us up so make yourself useful"

"I'm not entertainment y/n. I'm a fucking person with feelings. If I don't wanna sing I'm not going to" she says as she began to walk down the street.

"Where are you going?" I yell.

"Far away from you"

Billie pov

I've never been this fucking soft. Maybe I get too attached to people and that my problem.

I get attached to people who don't even care for me. I shouldn't be crying. I such a fucking pussy bro.

I pulled my phone out of my pocket getting a slight buss from a notification.

Q💔: imu
Me: me too❤️