Her Senor [Cheryl Blossom]

Chapter 11

Jake's POV

I walked around the center making sure everything was alright with the fight coming up.

Archie decided that I should do something while I'm trying to heal. Cheryl would constantly visit like every two hours.

I'm starting to feel better but I feel like everybody else is still treating me like I'm in the hospital. I just want them to know that I'm okay now and I'm doing better, but it feels like even if I do tell him that they still won't listen.

Helping around the center the past few weeks has been great and all, but I want to do more in order to help this town and to help my body heal but not just for my body these kids need a better living environment than what they already have I feel like Archie is doing somewhat of that part but not all of it.

Cheryl keeps calling me and texting me now and then Fangs keeps doing the same and so are the others.

At this point in time I should feel like a kid being untrustworthy to be left alone and I feel like it's all my fault. If I would have just listened maybe I want a gunshot maybe I would have never been in the hospital, but at the same time I would have never been in this position with Cheryl and possibly be here at the center.

I probably be somewhere riding my bike back at home with Mom and jellybean. I probably be hanging out with my other friends not getting shot up but drinking may be flirting with some girls at the same time I've never met anybody like Cheryl, I want to be better want to get better but at the same time what am I going to do when everything goes back to normal what am I going to do when I heal. I haven't even talked to my brother in at least a couple of days since I've gotten out the hospital I wonder how he's been.

I haven't called my mom since I've been here for shakentown and she doesn't even know that I've got shot she doesn't even know what's going on with me, but at the same time it's probably for the best she be worried she made me come home and she make me leave Dad here in this town that's in a horrible position as it is and I don't think we need to go anymore by losing me.

Just imagine how Cheryl would feel if I left if I leave her broken like this without any explanation just say that I need to go home because Mom is calling I can't do that anymore I have to be the person that I want to be and I want to be with her and I want to be a great man known for doing great things. I want to be known for helping this town become better I want to be known for helping Archie Andrew.

But either way no matter what I do here I'm just glad to be here with the family that I do have a family that I've made it really can't get any better than this it can get worse, but it can't get better.