Why does it happen to her?
I ask that question from myself every day.
It's wrong to question Him so I question myself, I try to figure out where we went wrong? What could we have possibly done that has put us in this? Was it our words that might have hurt someone and its all just karma biting back? Have we been ungrateful of his blessing? Was it perhaps, our arrogance that we showed but don't know of? Is it Allah's test? Is it his punishment? What is it??
I wake up, I go to college, I get back and I go to sleep. I have my meals in between, I do everything people my age do and every time my eyes fall on her, my heart cries out. My eyes gets moist, every shred of my existence craves to pull her out of her misery, un-ending misery. A dua is born by itself in my heart to ease her pain. My prayers wholly revolve around her and if I had a Genie's lamp somehow, I'd blindly hand all of the wishes to her.
I want to show her that there is hope in the world, there is hope for us who worship Him. But her trust has vanished, it's been lifted.
She keeps inflicting herself in pain,
she is totally drained
yet she never complains.
And never in my life have I felt so feeble. Oh what can I possible do to make her smile again?
She is silent and she is suffering. I am helpless and I keep wondering: Why does it keep happening to her? Are we struggling all in vain?
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The Righter
Non-FictionWhere we write to make it right. Because you're everyone's therapist but who's yours?
