Coward Love

chapter 19

                      (Wendy p.o.v)

On my way back from Lisa I bought some beer as I don't want to go to the bar, before I met Lisa and seulgi I thought going to the bar ease my pain but no as soon as I enter my room fill with melancholy, everything came crashing down, so it's better to be alone and do the right thing

I've been saying that I moved on but it's really hard yeri is just a control freak she doesn't want to understand me I regretted asking to court her, but I can't just stop although I plan to settle everything after seulgi and irene got married

I take a sip of my beer as I open my  gallery, looking intently at the photo of irene and me as tears stream down on my cheeks, they are the only friend that accompany me for now

I'm sorry but I've to delete it I don't want to remember anything anymore let it burn my heart and start a new

I peek at the picture one last time and delete it with trembling hand

"You're coward and selfish" her last word lingers on my mind but I shook off trying to forget everything and chug my beer down my throat

                   (Jennie p.o.v)

I take a glimpse of jisoo unnie and she was still standing there in front of the door while covering her mouth! I sighed and walked up to the door to see who was there as unnie is not letting the person in.

However when I got to see the face of the person at the entrance, shiver run down my spine as goosebumps and my adrenaline rush causing my heart to race and my palms to sweat,

"L-Lisa" I mumbled and clutch my chest to soothe my frantically pumping machine

Lisa adverted her eyes from jisoo unnie, while smiling at me it was the sweetest she look absolutely beautifully handsome,

"Come on in Lisa" Jisoo unnie ushered while giving me an elbow, I blink my eyes to restraint myself from crying and breathe bracing myself to keep calm

"L-Lisa please! C-come inside" I whispered while stuttering and smiling at her but my smile can't reach my eyes, I'm grateful that she's standing in front of me but can't help to feel dreadful that she knows about my engagement maybe she's here too congratul-...

"Jendukie bring Lisa inside, I'll make something for the both of you" Jisoo unnie snapped me out and make herself excuses while giving a nervous smile at Lisa and dashed out

tugging the strain of hair while taking a glimpse of Lisa, she's still smiling with so much amusement in her eyes while me?

"Come let's take a seat" I motion her to sit on the couch and I take the alternate side from her, she look somewhat nervous as she was playing with her finger

"J, JE, Jennie" She calls me stuttering I smile and glance at her, she then rose from the couch and approach my sides, Holly MOLLy what's happening here...

"Here" She Handed me the bouquet and I gladly take it but my soul flew away when she sat beside me

"Why's that your house decorating so much is there any sort of celebration?" She asked trying her best to start a convo without stuttering while her eyes wandering around

So she didn't know about my engagement? seulgi didn't tell her? but why? Of course, why would seulgi care to bring me up

But for now how do I answer her

"F-For engagement" She snap and raised her eyebrows at me still smiling although she seems little surprised

"Oh jisoo is getting engaged" She exclaimed happily causing my heartbeat to increase while I'm getting nauseated and feeling sick in my stomach, I look down on my lap and speak mustering all my might