Will You Catch Me If I Fall?

Chapter 26

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"Baby what are you saying?" Clynton

"I'm saying that I already lost Ezekiel and I am now losing Reagan because I chosed to be happy, Clynton!" Sophia

"Are you always going to be selfless?" Clynton

"I've been selfish Clynton! Can't you see? We're hurting our friends!" Sophia

"No.. Sila yung may ayaw buksan ang kanilang mga mata! They can't see what we have, Sophia! They don't understand what we feel." Clynton

"What if I can't see this either? Paano kung hindi ko din maintindihan kung anong meron tayo? Nag simula tayo sa mali Clynton! Maybe all of this is wrong.." Sophia

"Baby don't say that, please.." Clynton

It pains me to see him like this but it fucking shattered me when I saw Reagan's reaction towards our relationship.. What's the point of fighting? What's the point of fighting this if she already told us that she can never accept this?

"What's the point of fighting this, Clynton? They won't hear us out!" Sophia

"You fight for US. You fight for ME. We're not fighting this relationship because of them. I'm not trying to please them. We're fighting this dahil para sa atin tong relasyon na ito." Clynton

"See, that's the whole point! I'm going to fight them for you.. You really want that? Gusto mong kalabanin mga kaibigan natin?" Sophia

I don't know pero bigla nalang ako nawalan ng gana sa amin ni Clynton.. I want him in my life so badly pero hindi tama na sa kagustuhan kong nandito siya sa buhay ko ay nawawala naman ang mga importanteng tao sa akin.

"Fuck them! They're not our friends.. Kung kaibigan natin sila ay maiintindihan nila tayo!" Clynton

"No they won't! Sinaktan natin si Kiel, Clynton! That is never okay!" Sophia

"So what now? Si EJ padin? You're choosing him again? You're giving up that easily?" Clynton

I stayed silent tsaka yumuko. I honestly don't know what to say to him.. Masyado din akong natotorete sa mga nangyayari ngayon.

"Sino ba pinili ko? Ikaw diba!" Sophia

"Ako ba pipiliin mo kung hindi kita sinundan dito? You clearly chosed him the day we got caught at Reagan's and you are surely willing to choose him again and again, diba? Kaya nga sinabi mo lahat sakaniya ang nangyari sa atin.. Because you wanted to make it right with him! Saan mo ko pinili, del Valle? Saan doon? I'm always in the sidelines!" Clynton

Clynton you don't know.. Wala kang alam.. In my heart, I would always always choose you. Pero mali iyon at kitang kita ng buong mundo iyon. Saan naman ako lulugar? Hindi ko kayang hayaan na masaktan si Reagan ng ganito, I already caused too much pain kay Kiel..

"Clynton we don't have a choice! I can't keep hurting the people I love!" Sophia

Kinuyom ni Clynton ang kanyang mga kamay tsaka namula. Sinipa nito ang Palm Tree na nasa tabi namin tsaka hinilamos ang kanyang palad sakanyang mukha.