I don't even get why I agreed with her mother, she was happy with me, but I knew I'd hurt her like I said I'm no good for her.
And I'd never be able to get over her because I love her so much.
I'd never be able to move on...
Nalia POV:
I haven't seen mattia in months... I lived with Alejandro and Kairi now. Because they always made me happy.
And they were my bestfriends...
Whenever Mattia would come over...I'd hide in my room scared if all the pain and memories would come back.
I could hear his voice, and it sent butterflies to my stomach, I want to see his face I miss him so much.
I talked to my mother numerous times, she knows I live with two killers...Kairi and Alejandro but she got over it.
She found out they were really good..and had killed for very big reasons.
But I never brought mattia up with her, she hadn't even seen Mattia.
I sigh, thinking about everything.
I was in the kitchen making food, they loved my food. I've also met Roshaun and Robert and Alvaro.
They were amazing best friends I never had. Roshaun would always tell me privately how Mattia wouldn't stop talking about me.
Alvaro kept telling me that me and Mattia would end up together, maybe even get married, and that made me so happy.
"You're the only one he talks about" Robert says.
"Really?"
"He'd never move on" Robert says as we head back to the living room and we sat to watch a movie.
3 Months later
I was still living with Alejandro, but I think I'm going to move out, because he got a girlfriend..Delilah.
She was sweet, but Kairi was still single. He wasnt looking for relationship so we stayed together.
As for mattia, there was no sign of him.. he hadn't even come past at all. Not even once since we left eachother.
I can't say that I have moved on, my heart ached to just be in his arms again.
"Nalia! We have a ball tonight.." Kairi says
"Ball?" I ask
"Well it's a meeting where gang leaders, and their men meet to talk about product, new women and all that shit" he says
"Be my date?" He asks and I laugh nodding.
Then I look down, will mattia be there?
"Mattia will be there.." he says and I sigh
"When do we leave?"
"In an hour" he says
I get dressed in a nude silk dress, that reach the floor with a pair of black heels.
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We get in the car and Kairi drives off, he was wearing a maroon roll up sleeve shirt with black pants, his hair styled.
Once we arrive, he opens the car door for me, and pulls me by my waist to him.
"Stay close, anything can go down.." he whispers in my ear.
"I've got everything we need" I smirk showing his a secret stash of weapons in my dress and he smirks.
"Lets go" he grabs my hands and we see Alejandro pull up.
"Alejandro!" Kairi says.
"Delilah!" I hug her and kiss her on the cheek, as a greeting. As Kairi and Alejandro bro hug.
"He's here" Delilah whispers in my ear and I look back, seeing mattia with a, another girl..the bitch was dressed in revealing clothes, it was as if she wasn't even wearing any.
Mattia looked handsome as ever, his hair styled, he was in a black suit, I was drooling mentally.
I sigh and look at Delilah. "He moved on.." I sigh looking down, he looked happy with that girl.
But annoyed at the same time. I wanted to run up to him and hug him, his lip- I wanted to slit that bitches neck.
"No he didn't...if he did I'd kill him" Delilah says and I smile hugging her.
"Thank you so much" I smile and we pull away, as I intertwine my hands with Kairi's as we enter. The place was enormous, it was lavished, glass walls. Crystal chandeliers, with gold rims around them.
Music started playing and everyone started dancing, I didn't even want to look around for Mattia.
"Lets dance" I say to Kairi pulling his hand.
"I don't really do dancing.."
"I'll teach you" I smile and we start to dance, he was actually really good at it.
Everyone started to switch partners, I was confused so was Kairi but we switched partners anyway.
I intertwine fingers with the next person, his hand grabbed my waist, awfully similar to the way Mattia used to...
Mattia...I was dancing with him until I felt something pull on my hair.
"What do you think you're doing on my man?" I hear the girl say behind me.
Man? Her man? Did she just-
I immediately grab her wrist and twist it .
Soon to grab everyone's attention..
"Mattia! Baby help me!" She yells and I choke her until I see her face purple a grin crawling on my lips.
Mattia grabbed my hand and twisted it, pulling me off his bitch.
"Let go of her Nalia..and get the fuck away from us.." he says into my ear and I yank my hand from his grip.
"That's right leave.. i don't know what happened baby, she tried to-" she says and I snap my head back to them.
I grab her by her hair and slam her to the floor, I go on top of her choking her giving her hard ass punches.
I felt someone grab me and throw me across the room. It hurt like hell, I was about to cry, until I knew I was better than this.
Mattia threw me like I was nothing.
I stand up fixing my silky nude dress, and rearrange my curls. I look at Mattia, he was starting at me, his eyes never left mine.
I rolled my eyes and walked off to the ladies room, Delilah soon came in.
"Nalia! Oh my! Are you okay?" She asks as I applied more red lipstick, I looked at her threw the mirror.
"I'm perfectly fine" I turn to her with a huge smile on my face.
"I'm going to kill her" Delilah says walking out.
I walked out, it was dark near the toilets so it wasn't possible to see anyone.
Then I felt someone slam me against the wall so hard.
