Mattia pov
I looked back, and Nalia was still...I don't even know if she is alive.
I walk out my heart broken as I saw a nurse walk to me.
"Mr Polibio....she...I don't know how I'm going to say this...but Nalia is...dead" she says and I gulp.
I immediately left the hospital and sat in my car, my eyes pouring with tears, my throat clenching.... she's dead.
Nalia was my whole life, she made everything better. All my memories of us together those small moments when we were smiling flooded my mind.
My heart breaking with every tear that slid down my cold face.
What am I going to do? I can't live without her...and my baby... she's pregnant. Their both dead.
It was 12am pouring rain, my tears fell in sync with the rain, hitting my window I yelled.
"WHY THE FUCK IS THIS HAPPENING TO ME" I sob
"SHE WAS MY WHOLE FUCKING LIFE, AND SHES PREGNANT WHAT DID I DO TO DESERVE THIS?" I hit the steering wheel.
I felt weak, I never felt this, my heart racing as my vision became blurry from my tears. The rain didn't stop, just like my tears.
"She said she would never leave me" I frown my throat aching.
I turned on my car and sped off to our home, me and Nalia's. Everything is going to be different now..
No more mornings together, she wouldn't be here to help me at 4am when I drink and bawl my eyes.
She's gone and never coming back...
And I don't think I'll ever be able to move on....but I have to......
Once I arrive home, I go to our room, her scent still in the air. I walked to her closet, her jewellery, clothes..everything here, but she wasn't.
Her smile, everytime she laughed made me go crazy, I would die for her...but she died for me...and I'll never be able to forgive myself....
I started to sob, I cried I didn't give a fuck anymore, all I wanted was her..alive in my arms.
Then I get a call, Alejandro.
"She's dead" he says, his voice breaking
"I know..." I say and he sniffs, fuck I don't want to cry all over again.
"I'm sorry, she was beautiful...everything about her...I'm here for anything" Alejandro says before I hang up.
*ring ring*
I answer it..
"What?" I say
"Boss, we've been ambushed, and you need to be here. The leaders have came themselves...." the guard says and I hang up.
I needed something to get my mind off this topic.
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