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Mattia pov
The nurses kept yelling things out, it's been ten minutes and I was getting frustrated by the second.
I can't lose her and I won't
I heard silence and I walked in, furious, broken, torn. My heart ached.
"The baby survived.....but" the nurse starts and I glare at her making her silent.
The nurses left, so did my mother I told her to go, so it didn't really matter. I walk sat on my knees laying my head on Nalia's stomach looking up to her face.
It looked pale, and dull...almost empty, my heart shattered, I hated seeing her like this, and I don't want to see her die..
I started to sob, as I held her cold hand, her skin was ice cold...I kissed her hand and placed it to my cheek.
"Please wake up...don't leave me.. you promised me you wouldn't." I sniff
Then I heard footsteps, Kairi and Alejandro walked in.
They looked at her body and were shocked, immediately coming to her side, their eyes starting to water.
"I- she doesn't look good" Alejandro says
"Is she?" Kairi says looking at me and I stand up.
"I don't know, her heart stopped...they tried everything and couldn't get her back....she's pregnant and the baby is alive" I say
"She's pregnant?" They were shocked and I nodded
"She didn't tell me, I found out" I say and walk out.
I couldn't handle the pain in there anymore, I didn't want to see her like this, I wish I was the one in her state. If only life worked the way we wanted it.
When she came into my life, she changed everything for me, I became a better person and viewed things differently.
She made me happy, and most of all, helped me get through the worst.
I walked back in, only to find Alejandro and Kairi gone...What the fuck
I started to get angry, why ISNT she waking up, I won't let her die.
But I couldn't bare the sight of her in this state, she was devastated..and it's all my fucking fault.
I began to walk out, until I heard a cough...
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Few more chapters and this book is done... BUT I DONT WANT TO END IT, BECAUSE I LOVE IT SO MUCH AND YOU GUYS TOO
