Mattia pov
"NALIA NALIAA!" I tell my heart beating rapidly as I felt myself tense up, I didn't know where she was and there were men with guns everywhere.
Another fucking Mafia
Fuck fuck fuck
I ran outside, and looked for her calling her name, my heart breaking as I found her body on the floor.
That's when everything rushed to me, my heart breaking, ripping, tearing shattering apart. I couldn't breathe properly, it was cold and it started to pour rain.
I dropped to my knees, as tears struck my eyes, we were in an alley, it was pitch black and no one would see us.
"Nalia" I cry my head dropped to her chest, tears flowing down my face, as I held her up and cried more.
I heard her heartbeat and it was fading.... my throat clenching and I'd never felt this before, this was nothing I ever expected to endure.
This agony eating me alive, her face was dull, empty, she was unconscious and I don't want to know if she is dead.
"NALIA!" I yell and she didn't answer, I should've fucking payed attention to her when she left.
And that's when I saw it
The gunshot....
Her hand on her stomach, weird....I layed my head on her stomach and felt something like a kick?
I look over her body, she hadn't been eating the right food in days, she'd have these weird cravings and always needed to use the bathroom.....
My baby is pregnant...and she didn't tell me.
I lift her up, tears soaking my eyes, I took her to my car and speeded off to the hospital.
Once we got there, they took her in, my eyes still filled with tears, I couldn't handle this...then I heard heels clicking, and a certain sound of jewellery hitting against eachother.
I turned to see...my mother she stood there, wrapped in her expensive fur coat, her arms wide open...with a weak smile.
I hugged her so tight, sniffing, as she rubbed my back.
"She's pregnant" I sob into my mothers arms.
"It's okay my son...she'll heal..it's temporary" her voice so soft, as I let more tears flow down my cheeks...
"I love her with all my heart" I say and turn to see Nalia still unconscious...
"HER HEART STOPPED GET THE-" the nurses started to scream, and that's when my heart shattered....
Drowning inside these walls of fear
Take my hand and stay with me my dear
I think you broke my heart..... again....
Please don't leave....
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My crush made fun of me and it hurt me so bad. And I was in a sad mood writing this chapter....I'm gonna die..
I CRIED WRITING THIS...
