Caught In Despair- (Semi Yandere) Nagito Komaeda x Reader

Part 2: The servant

The rooms so quiet... It's been around 3 hours now, Nagito's been tossing and turning in his sleep. Should I wake him??  He shifted around a bit. "Nagi?" I asked. "Y/N... Y/N?" he muttered. "Uh Nagi? Are you awake?" He suddenly stiffened and gripped my back. "Y/N!" he screamed and jolted awake. His breathing was unsteady. He looked around in a panic, "Y/N?" he asked. "I'm here.. Ko I'm here." His breath hitched. "Y/N! Oh god... you're okay!" he hugged me tight. "Baby what happened?" 
"Nightmare..." he was shaking horribly. "H-hey I'm okay... what happened?"
"Dead.. you.. oh god..."
"I died? Hey I'm not dead so you don't have to worry," I kissed his head, "See? I'm okay"
"You're okay... you're okay... you're okayyou'reokayyou'reokay" he repeated. "Wait..," He began, "How long have I been out!?" 
"Don't quote me on this but I think around 3 hours?" He cursed under his breath, "I've.. I've got to go Y/N.. I'll be right back." He's leaving?? "I promise I'll be back okay? I'm not leaving you again."  I nodded slowly, "O-okay ko.." He got up and walked to the door, he waved, flashed an innocent smile and left. What if he actually leaves forever again?  N-no.. he wouldn't.. right?

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Guilt instantly overcame me. There's no way she's not thinking about that...  I sighed.  I'll check the camera's after I make them breakfast, that is if they actually give me another break... I smiled, I should thank her later.. that's the most I've slept in weeks. Suddenly my thoughts were interrupted by Masaru shouting, "Hey poop for brains! Get over here and feed us already!" Ah.. already off to a great start. I walked into the center of the room to be greeted by the 5 kids, Monaca, Masaru, Nagisa, Kotoko and Jataro, the so called "Warriors of Hope" Masaru stomped on the ground. "Hey can't you hear!? Get. Us. Food. Now!" he yelled. I nodded and went on my way towards the kitchen. Remember... you cant let these kids interact with her. They would corrupt her, destroy her angelic hope... "Oh... I never asked them what they wanted..." I paused. "Oh who cares.." I looked around the kitchen for anything that would be considered food. After a while I bundled up something, I wouldn't say it's good. but it's something. I quickly brought them their food. They took one look at it and instantly screamed at me. "What is this!?"
"It's appalling, throw it away now!" Nagisa shouted. "This. Is. Horrible! Take. It. Back!" Monaca screamed. "But-" I started. "Did anyone say you could speak!? What a stupid servant." Oh yeah.. that rule. I put on a fake smile and nodded,  "Say.. who's that girl you brought in?" Kotoko asked. I stayed silent. "Servant go fetch us better food." Nagisa said. I sighed and nodded. 

On my way to the kitchen I decided to check the camera's. Y/N was sitting in silence, she looked like she wanted to cry. "Just wait a bit longer.... I won't leave you Y/N.." 
"Oh so that's her name!" Kotoko exclaimed. She bounced up to the cameras, "She's a cutie too! Is she yours servant?" 
"Only mine." I spat. "Awww how cute! Lucky you! You scored a real nice one! But how do you know she's yours??" Can't say we've been dating for 7 years now, can I? "I won't let her leave me, which makes her mine. I'll destroy anyone who get's in the way." Kotoko flinched. "Whoahhh you are crazy! No wonder she'll leave you!" I snapped. I picked Kotoko up by the neck and screamed. "She'll never leave me! I won't let her!" I smiled. "Now get out of the way." I dropped her to the ground. After recovering Kotoko said, "J-junko wouldn't like that ya k-know." 
"Get out. Now" 
"Be careful servant," Kotoko said getting up, "One wrong move and she's as good as dead." She then smiled and skipped out of the room. I then ran off to find Y/N.

"Y/N!" I screamed, busting open the door.  "Nagi!!" she cried. "You're back!!"  
"Dear are you okay???" I asked. She nodded, "Now that you're here!" 
"Ooooooooooohhhhhh the servant has a girlfriendddddd" Shit... Turning around I was met by the Warriors of Hope. Y/N froze. "Wh-what are they doing here!?" she screamed. "H-hey relax.. let me take care of this." I said trying to comfort her.  "What are you doing here?" I asked. "We wanted to see the girl you brought in!" Get out, get outttt. "Well here she is," I death stared Monaca, she promised this wouldn't happen. Fucking liar. "Wow you tied her up!" Jataro exclaimed. Kotoko flinched. I felt a tinge of sympathy for her. She was sexually harassed in the past.. no one should have to go through that. "Introduce her to us."
"Monaca says it's okay, let the servants servant be!"
"Servant!?" Y/N questioned. I was furious. "Monaca says get out and let the servants be." The group then slowly left. Kotoko dragged behind and looked at Y/N and sadness filled her features.  Then they were all gone. "Finally... sorry about that. 
"Why are those kids here!? They're the ones who started all this!" 
"I was forced to work for them.. I.. they wanted to kill me. I couldn't let that happen. I had to be with you." 
"Y-you traded your life away??" 
"Yes.. I guess you can say that. Y/N I love you.." She paused. "Where were you."  she asked. "W-what?" 
"I asked where were you!?" I froze as well, "I-I don't understand..." 
"Where were you for all those months!? You said you'd keep in touch but you never did! Have you been with these monsters for all this time!?" I bent down and cupped her cheek. "Look Y/N.. over that time I learned how much you mean to me." 
"What the fuck do you mean" she spat.  "You'll see very soon... how about two days? Do you think you can wait that long?" 
"W-what??"
"Do you want me to stay here?"
"Y-yeah..."  I smiled. "Okay Y/N... oh by the way hold on tight, we're about to take off." She cocked her head. "W-what?"
"Did I forget to mention we're on an airship?" I gave off a dry laugh, "Nagi... your parents." Died in a plane crash... "I know Y/N.. I know... Y/N you're all I have left you know?"
"I know... I'm so sorry Nagi... hey.. where are we going?" 
"Towa city." I answered. "Wait... are we going there to start another massacre!?" I shook my head , "To cleanse the despair." I corrected. "Huh?" I laughed. "Nevermind Y/N, do you mind if we cuddle?" She nodded. I hugged her and rested my head on her shoulder. 

"Hey.. do you think I'm crazy?" I asked.  "Not at all." 
"Then I want to show you something.. something that shows just how much I love you...."  I kissed her and got up. "What are you doing?" she asked. "You'll see." I said unveiling a hidden part of the room, previously covered up by a curtain. Y/N gasped. That side of the room was completely covered with pictures of her, of us. There were dead bodies in the corner of the room. I had weapons hung up on the wall as well. "Don't you think it's perfect Y/N?!"  The whole place was a shrine just for her. "N-nagi.. what!?"  I laughed. "It's perfect... it truly shows how much you mean to me! It's all that kept me sane when I was without you." 
"N-nagi... what is this??" 
"Doesn't it make you happy? To see how much I worship you??" I asked walking back to her. She stayed silent. I bent down and hugged her. " I worship you..." I whispered.  We sat there in silence and just like that everything changed. 

(Hey sorry this part sucks. Hopefully I can make it better but idk lol, sorry about that.)