Caught In Despair- (Semi Yandere) Nagito Komaeda x Reader

Part 5: Hope Shines Through

(Okay so this is a longgg part and Nagi does some pretty fucked up shit, so be warned :0)

"Where are we going???" Y/N asked me. "To a sweets shop, last time I was there I recall seeing a couple of sweets there."
"You okay?" I chuckled, "Yes baby, I'm okay." She smiled. God that smile... "Are you okay?" I asked her. "Kinda? I mean besides the whole stomach thing I'm good."  Some part of me felt guilty but before I could dive deep into my thoughts someone shouted, "Freeze right there!" A man popped in front of us, gun in hand. "Don't move or I'll shoot!" Y/N instantly froze. I let go of her causing her to stagger. "W-what are you doing!?" she whispered. I slowly walked towards the person. "Nagi!?" 
"W-what are you doing!?" the man shouted, steadying the gun. I laughed, soon enough I was right in front of the person. Let's see... I should have pretty good luck this time around... I put my hand right on the muzzle of the gun. This made the guy start shaking, With my luck, I doubt this is actually loaded... what a pathetic person... I sighed. "Such despair..." I whispered.  Suddenly a rush of pain soared through my eye causing me to stagger back. "Nagi!" Y/N shouted running towards me. The bitch actually hit me in the eye... that's unexpected.. such despair shouldn't be allowed to go on. I rushed at the person, knocking the gun out of their hands, stealing it. Without thinking I pulled the trigger, wait a second.. it was actually loaded!? Huh.. who would've known? The shot landed in their leg as they fell to the ground. Then I repeatedly stomped on their other leg till I heard bones break. They were crying like a baby. "Pitiful..." Wait... instead of me killing them.. what if she? I smiled wide and motioned for Y/N to come over. "Y/N, dear, I want you to do something for me," I took out my knife, "Take this and kill them~" 
"What!?"
"Kill them Y/N" 
"Wh-why?! N-nagi-" 
"I said, kill them. Now." She stared at me, shocked. "N-no!" she shouted. "Hm?" 
"Why the fuck would I do that!?" I gave off a dry laugh. "Well... you don't want me to leave... do you?" 
"W-what!?" I stared into her eyes and with a blank expression I said, "I'll leave you without a second thought. So... do it Y/n" I got behind her, wrapping my arms around her waist. "You don't want the only person who loves you to leave right?" I wrapped my fingers around hers. "Here I'll even help you~" She slowly walked towards the person, "N-no! P-please, I can't die like this!" We raised the knife together. I whispered in her ear, "Good girl... now let's destroy him." I took the initiative and plunged the knife down into the person's chest, I kept doing it till she started doing it on her own. Finally the person stopped moving all together. Y/N covered her mouth and cried. "Baby! I'm so proud!!! Finally I get to see your hope shine and crush that disgusting despair!"
"C-can we please go?" she asked me. "Of course! I'll find us something perfect! I promise!" 

"Hey stay here." I commanded. "H-huh? W-w-why??" 
"There might be demons in there, I want you to stay here okay?" She paused, "Wait isn't it safer if we go together?" Oh yeah..  "And I could always keep tabs on you.." I whispered. I led her into the sweets shop, "Okay stay right here, use this if you see anyone else." I said handing her the gun. She stayed silent and nodded. "Wait what are you doing?" she asked. "Getting sweets duh," I paused, "Sorry that was kinda rude huh?" I went on to the counter, I heard footsteps behind me and was about to turn around and stab them when all of a sudden I heard a loud bang and a thump. By the time I turned around I saw a person with a spiked bat on the ground, a hole in their head. Y/N was covering her mouth, gagging at the sight. Huh? I thought she didn't mind dead bodies... I smiled and bowed for her, "Thank you my princess~" I quickly got the sweets hidden in some drawers and walked back to her. "Look darling! I got us sweets! All the one's you like!" She looked from me to the treats and put her hands down. She flashed a soft adorable smile. "Here you go." I said handing her marshmallows on a stick. "H-hey is it okay if I have this later? I feel sick..." she softly said. "Yeah! That's totally fine! You did such a good job by the way! You protected lowly scum like me! I'm so honored! I... I want to kiss you soooo bad right now. Can I kiss you? Let me kiss you.." 
"Nagi you're ranting again ^^;;" she pointed out. "Oh am I? Sorry! I'm so annoying when I-" She pulled me into a quick kiss, most likely to stop me from saying anything negative. We broke the kiss and stared into eachothers eyes.. God... her eyes... She then put her finger in my mouth after dipping it in chocolate. I sucked and licked at it , rejoicing that it was in my mouth to begin with. "H-hey! Quit!" she shouted. I opened my eyes and locked eyes with her. She kept looking to the side and I finally decided to look where she was. There was a kid at the doorway.  "U-um do you want something?" Y/N asked. I took her finger out of my mouth and looked from her to the kid. The kid nodded in return. "Ummm," she said taking a cookie out of my hand. "Here.. hope this is good enough!" The kids ran up to us and took the cookie. "T-thank you." they softly said. "Why'd you do that?" I asked her as the kid ran off. "I thought it would be nice... you know after killing someone.." 
"Two people" I corrected. "Shut it." she snapped. "Y/N! Your hope is shining so bright! Just a bit more 'training' and you'll have enough hope to surpass his!" She looked down sadly. "Do you only love me for my 'hope'." she asked me. "You are hope Y/n,I love you." I stated. "Would you have really left me??" I paused. "Yes, without a second thought." I lied, guilt flooded me. She looked on the verge of tears. "W-why?" she asked. "You wouldn't have lived up to my hopes, my expectations. You said you'd do anything for me all those years ago, so I expect you to do so." She hugged herself, I decided to hug her as well. "I want to make myself perfectly clear." I started. "If you don't listen I'll leave you." I'm sorry... but you'll leave if I don't lie... I can't lose you.. not again.. "N-not again.." she cried. "Then listen to me, that's all I ask."