Falling slowly then all at once ( 5SOS & Ashton Irwin )

Chapter 37

I wait in line at the air port. It almost time to leave for Paris. I have 4 people infront of me. The moves up and my phone vibrates. I pick it up and look at the text. Its from Ashton. 

Ashton: Things are gonna get better. I promise. No need to worry. If we really love each other we will find a way back. By the way. Happy birthday babe.

Caitlyn: Well, i would hope we really love each other. And thanks. Im legal now ;)

Ashton: Well, we made a uh-oh didnt we  ;)

Caitlyn: Your a goof ball.

Ashton: Your one and only.

Caitlyn: Listen i gotta go. Ill text you when i can. I love you Ashton.

Ashton: I love you more.

I put my phone in my pocket and put my head phones in. I created a playlist of all the songs by the boys that way it would make me sad. I get to the counter, hand the lady my ticket. I pull one ear bud out.

She says " Going to Paris? Nice. Why? "

I say " My father got custody of me. Im forced to. "

She says " You dont want to go to Paris? "

I say " Well, i mean i have a loving family right here. "

She says " Oh! Your the one that had that block party last night right? "

I say " Yeah. Thats me. "

She says " That was so sick. "

I say " Agreed. A lot of things went down last night. "

She says " Okay. All you have to do is sign this paper and your off. "

I say " Yeah thanks.  "

I sign the papers and start making my way onto the plane. I sit in my seat with a few people around me. Someone sits next to me. I look up and see a boy around my age. I brush it off and continue listen to the music as tears roll down my cheeks.

~Ashton's POV~

I watch as she gets on the plane. Im in a costume she has never seen before. It kills me that shes crying. I wanna go hug her and comfort her so badly but i ant. I know if i do everything will be ruined. This is all planned out, and with one mistake i know things will be bad. I watch as a guy sits next to her. She dosnt seem to care but hes seems strange. 

~1 hour later ~

~Caitlyn's POV~

I fell a tap on my shoulder. I wipe my eyes and pull out an ear bud. I look over and see some guy that sat next to me. 

He says " Are you okay? All you have did is cry. "

I say " Yeah, im fine. Just a little sad. "

He says " Care to explain. "

I say " I had to leave my boyfriend, my brother, my mom, my best friends. "

He says " And who are they? "

I say " One direction and 5 seconds of summer."

He says " Witch one gets the lucky title of boyfriend? "

I say " Ashton Irwin. "

He says " Oh, what  a lucky guy. "

I say " Thanks. "

He says " Im Ty. "

I say " Caitlyn. "

I bring up my arm, shaking his. His eyes watching my wrists but its dont bother me. I turn back and cuddle up against the wall.   I put my head phones back in and pause at the song thast playing. Wherever you are. I instantly start crying more. Memories of last night pop into my head. Watching the fans and friends cry. Ashton locking eyes with me during the whole song. Luke's solo. The fact that it was the first time ever played live. 

I wipe my eyes contantly. So much for wearing make up. There is none left. I push my hair out of my face and look around. I meet eyes with a creepy old lady and melt in my seat. She has the same eyes as Ashton. The ones that are to die for. 

I cant believe i left. I cant believe they let me leave. I just feel like we could have done more to stop this all. Like, fight harder to keep me. Legally i have to stay for a month after i turn 18 due to costody reasons. So i have a month to live with the guy who helped give birth to me. To live in a hell hole. He has a month to ruin my life. Make it horrible and destory everything all my boys have fixed. So when i come back we have to start again. Bring us closer than we are. Or ruin us and everything dies for me, including myself. I just want things to stay the same with us. All of us. Me and Ashton stay together, me and Luke stay bestfriends, me, Calum, and Michael stay close. Everything is the same when i come back.

" So your sure you okay? Im just watching out for you. "

I say " Listen, im fine. I will get through it. Can you please stop asking about it. I know you saw my wrists and i know your freaking out but im okay and you need to stop. Got it? "

He says " Yeah. Im sorry. "

I say " Whatever. "

I pull Ashton's hoodie closer and see that same old lady staring at me.

~ 8 hours later ~

~ Ashton's POV ~

Thats my girl. Towing off boys like that. Thats how i know shes mine. She's loyal. She thinks im weird. I can tell, because she keeps making funny faces at me. I know shes saying weird things about me. Little does she know its really her loving, awesome, and amzing boyfriend. 

Im a little scared to do this. To be honest i havent put much thought in it. Im just gonna go with the flow. The other boys of One direction and her momma are already gonna be there.

" Attention all passengers. The flight will be landing in 5 minutes. Can you please turn your phones off and buckle your seat belts. If you need help please raise your hand. Thank you. "

This is it. This is when the magic happens. I get up and go into the bathrom to take my costume off.