face to face || b.e

fifteen

kasier

' i still love you, but i can't hurt her i have to keep her happy, maybe i can cut her off in a few months ' i read outloud to myself from billies phone

i've never had a reason to snoop through billies phone ever but i just felt like it today

and finding this made my heart break into a billion pieces

my eyes watered as i thought about her being with anyone else, but she was

i slung the phone to the wall causing billie to come into her room

she looked to the left and see her phone shattered ' kasier what the fuck are you doing !' she shouted

i cried ' i hate you so much, i can't believe you '

' baby what are you talking about ' she started walking towards me

' DONT come near me, please billie ' my vision was starting to get blurry from the tears

' what's the problem, talk to me' she spoke softly

' your cheating on me bil, your the fucking problem' i shouted

her facial expression changed 'what '

' don't play dumb, i seen the messages billie 'i scoffed

' kasier baby, i can explai- ' she started

' no i don't want to hear it ' i wiped my tears and began gathering my belongings

' we're done, since you were gonna do it anyways ' i spat

' kasier please, i need you don't leave ' she spoke, her eyes watering

' billie, fuck you have a nice night ' and with that i was out of her apartment

an hour later

once i got home i laid in my bed staring at the ceiling, trying not to cry though it was no use

i figured to make me feel better i'd go live and interact with the fans

i seen comments rolling in and i started singing whatever was on my mind

' you took the concept of time, erased it from me, i don't do things in order no more ' i sung

' so even if you lay with her, as long as you're asleep she's not getting what you gave to me. i live life when it's midnight, cause as long as you're asleep i'm not worrying bout what your doing ' i began to cry, making my voice crack

billieeilishfan23._: did you and billie break up or something?

' yea actually, we did ' i sniffed

ilishhub: omg bebe why :(

not wanting to put billie out there i answered ' we uhh, just thought it would be best if we seen other people '

billieeilish: kasier , please text me i'm sorry

i ignored her comments and continued to talk to the fans

mseilishmyluv: i hope you guys get back together, i love you two together 🥺

' i don't think that's gonna happen, but thank you ' i chuckled

after answering a few more questions i ended the call and made myself sleep, feeling completely drained