face to face || b.e

seventeen

kaiser

i sat on the cliff, looking down at the big city i call home

i looked at my phone, daring to call billie and go back to her

i seen a text pop up and to my surprise, it was her

bil :)
can we talk?

kasier ♥
about what billie theres nothing to talk about

bil :)
please, i just want to explain myself
where are you?

kasier ♥︎
im on the cliffs, the ones we went to a while ago

bil :)
i'll be there in a bit

i sighed, and reminisced on the night we spent here, looking at the stars

flashback

i sat down and she sat next to me, our feet dangling off the tall cliff

' let's look at the stars ' she suggested

i nodded and laid back, placing my elbows behind my head with her doing the same

i examined the stars before speaking ' they don't shine as bright as your eyes do '

' what ? ' she looked at me

' the stars, they don't twinkle like the little spot in your eyes do when i look into them ' i smiled, and turned on my side seeing her already doing the same

i looked into her blue eyes, so blue they made me shiver just by looking at them

' i love you kasier ' she mumbled

' i love you too, billie ' i placed my hand on the side of her place and planted a soft kiss on her forehead

flashback over

i was pulled out of my daydream when someone sat down next to me

i looked over and seen billie, so i sat all the way up in a crisscross form

i looked at her ' what billie, i don't have all day '

she looked at me with the softest eyes, then i remembered why i fell in love with her

and why i still fall in love with her every single day

' kasier, i'm sorry, i don't know why i did what i did. it's just- i was being a fucking idiot and i knew it was wrong ' she said, her blue eyes going glossy

' but why, billie? i thought you loved me as much as i loved you ' i said

' i do, i love you more than i love myself ' she sighed

' but she was just there and in my arms, one thing led to another and we had sex. after that we kept in touch because whatever we had i just .. wanted it to continue ' she looked down

' i was deciding on who i wanted, so me and her continued to text and meet up ' she played with her rings nervously

i felt my blood boil as i looked at her, and before i knew it my hand was being raised she was slapped in the face

' i cant believe you billie, all this time i thought you were just seeing her, but you were having sex with her. you gave her something i thought only i was getting ' i said, my hand trembling as she looked at me in pure shock

tears fell down my face as i stood up, i dusted off my hands and clothes before looking down at her

' i was nothing but loyal and loving to you billie, i thought we were on the same page! ' i shouted making her jump a little

' we were kasier ' she cried

' well it doesn't fucking seem like it billie ' i snapped

she cried with her hand on her face, her face turning red. i felt bad

but i wasn't going to let her know that

she was dead silent as i look down at her in disgust, it hurt just to look at her after knowing what she had done

' billie, do me a favor. forget any of this happened, this whole thing, us. delete my number, block me. do whatever you have to do to forget this or it'll just be harder on you ' i spat

' kasier, if you actually want this t-then okay ' she stuttered

' yes billie, this is what i want and it's because of you ' i said before turning around and walking towards my car

i got in and left, not even bothering to look back

so over her.