face to face || b.e

eighteen

one year later

kasier

i smiled at my beautiful baby boy as he plays in the sand, he giggles showing his pink gums.

he waddled over to me and i pull him into a hug before kissing his forehead.

i let him go and he picked up his sand bucket and shovel and started attempting to make sand castles.

an hour later

' ryland it's time to go babe ' i gathered our things

he was not happy about us leaving, he pouted and began to cry, throwing his head back and kicking his feet

' that's enough ry, we're going to see daddy' i scolded at him

he crossed his arms and look at me with an angry face ' no daddy, mommy '

' yes babe, daddy misses you '

' play!'

' you can play with daddy ry ' i through his baby bag over my shoulder and picked him up and made my way to the car. after strapping him in i got into the car and started it, making my way to jahsehs house

once we made it to jahsehs house i brought ryland to the door and before i knew it jenesis and gekyume were at the door with smiles on their faces. gekyume's face lit bright as he seen ryland and he reached for him

i let ryland into gekyumes arms as they hugged and cooed i gave jenesis a side hug and we walked in.

jahseh sat on the couch with his phone in his hand. ryland let gekyume go and ran into jahsehs arms ' daddy! ' he exclaimed

' hey, jhit ' jahseh smiled, squeezing his little body ' i've missed you boy '

i sat ry's bag down next to jahseh, i have jahseh a side hug before speaking ' everything he needs is in his bag. you know he gets fussy without being a n- '

' yes a nap kasier, i got it. i can assure you i know how to take care of my son ' he groaned

' i was just making sure you didn't forget jah, i'll see you guys on monday '

i reached down and gave ry multiple kisses on his cheeks ' be good for daddy ry ' i smiled

i gave gekyume a little hug and waved at jen and jah. before i knew it i was on my way home

i had finally got in my bed and relaxed, as i scrolled through my instagram i seen a post that shocked me. ' singer billie eilish pronounced dead at the age of 20 from apparent overdose '

i gasp and dropped my phone, my hands shook in absolute fear. i felt my heart break into a million pieces and tears began to fall down my face

i picked my phone back up and instantly called finneas. my eyes were blurring everything and i could barley see but i managed, the phone rang a few times before it was answered

' h-hello fin, finneas please tell me it's n- ' i started

he sniffed ' it is k, she's gone '

i through my phone and screamed ' FUCK ! ' tears streamed down my cheeks as i thought, why her

why my billie.