What Happened To Jennie Kim? // JENLISA

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LISA POV

As soon as it hits four AM I get up and rush to the hospital , I can't sleep , I've been wondering what is going through Jennie's head.

Jisoo told me Irene cried all night because of Jennie's outbreak and apparently Irene and V had an argument because she thinks he provoked Jennie and made her mad for her to say those horrible things.

I don't think Jennie hates them.

No way , they adore her too much , their house used to be with craziness and laughter , there was no space for hate , it's what kept me staying in their house , I used to hate going home because I loved hanging out with them.

I remember Jisoo and I used to beg my parents to let me stay over. So I would know if there was any secret scary shit going on.

I walk into Jennie's room and I can see Jennie's mom holding her , Jennie's fast asleep in her mums arms , she must of been up all night, and then there's John Kim.

He's fast asleep and his elbows are on Jennie's bed whilst his head is on his elbows and he's sitting on a chair.

John is a good father , he loves his kids a lot , he just works hard for them to the point where he isn't always around.

But when he's around it's fun. Trust me .

I lightly tap his shoulder , this is his hospital so he has a room near his office considering he stays the night here sometimes.

He wakes up and I tell him to go up to sleep using my hands , he wakes his wife up and she smiles and hugs me before she kisses my cheek.

"Thank you , on behalf of Jennie and from us two" she smiles and I nod

I know she trusts me with her daughter a lot now , I was always part of their family but this is something else , this is me fully accepted and respected by Rebecca and John.

I smile at them in response.

As he takes her hand and walks upstairs , I watch Jennie asleep , then I sit down where John was sitting before and wait for her to wake up.

It's 5.30 by the time Jennie wakes up.

"Morning" I say to her , she doesn't respond , instead she crosses her arms and looks straight.

"Listen , I know your mad at me , but do not for a second think I'll apologise to you , because you don't deserve to die , nobody deserves to die if their innocent" I say to her as I sit beside her , opposite.

"I'm not innocent" she shrugs as she gets up , her legs are wobbly so I run and hold her up and walk her to the bathroom , she looks at me as I hold her waist , then she goes inside the bathroom , once she leaves the bathroom with a washed face and I can smell tooth paste so I assume she's brushed her teeth.

I try to help her but she pushes me away

Smiling I watch her walk like a grandma to her bed again.

Once she's in the bed she ties her hair completely back and I sit down again back to our old position.

I can't get my eyes off her , she is so pretty even if she is a moody shit.

"If your gonna ask me why I did what I did , I won't tell you" she sighs

"Okay just tell me if it's Kai , I promise he would never in your life be an issue again" I say to her genuinely , I just don't like the fucker , I don't know what it is.

The fact that he held Jennie's waist infront of Jisoo and V was so ballsy , or even when he did it infront of me , SHES A Princess don't touch her like that , not in front of me.

But I pushed his hand down that day. Ass hole , got too brave. Pigeon looking ass motherfucker.

Wow I don't like the guy even if he's innocent.

"Stop , it's not kai , please Lisa , stop asking me , I just hate this" Jennie says to me as she grips her hair , I pull her hands down and look at her

"I care about you" I say to her

She looks at me and her eyes melt , I let go of her hands that moment and she sighs , then she bursts into tears and drops her face to her hands.

"Stop it , stop it please" she cries

"I can't , I can't let you give up , I need the old Jennie back you don't understand , I miss her" I explain to her

"Let's make a deal , I won't ask you any questions anymore if you try to bond with your siblings , I know you don't hate them" I tell her

"They probably hate me , I know V does" she says to me

"No one hates you , they miss you & V is having a hard time because he's scared and this , you trying to kill yourself has scared him , he loves you Jen , stop doubting that and stop running from the people who care about you the most , all your friends at college would never have your back the way we do i promise" I say to a crying Jennie , I remove her hands and then wipe her tears with my own thumbs.

"Is that a deal?" I say to her?

She nods silently like a little baby and I swear my heart just sky rocketed , that was so fucking cute.

If she thinks that this is over it isn't , I'm gonna have to find out myself.

"Can we add smiling in that deal as well? Remember what I told you about your smile" i laugh to try and cheer her up but she shakes her head , I think it was playfully

"Come on? I want free ice cream" I say to her and that results into Jennie chuckling as she remembers the ice cream man used to give us free ice cream because of her cuteness , this is what Jisoo was talking about. My eyes on her , I can't get them off.

My heart just goes mad the second I witnessed the Nini smile after so long.

I made her? I'll take full credit , she looks so at peace , so much calmer.

She notices my eyes on hers and she lightly pushes me

"Stop looking at me" she whispers as she looks down again

All of a sudden something erupted in me , a sudden urge , that I wanted to push away but it was too strong.

Fuck it.

I'm sorry Jisoo

I cup her face and press my lips to hers.