What Happened To Jennie Kim? // JENLISA

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LISA POV

That kiss didn't mean shit to me , it didn't , so why the fuck am I panicking.

Okay , I'll ask Jennie to forget about that kiss , I'll literally forget about it myself.

Fuck I'm so stupid.

Jisoo warned me , Jisoo's my best friend I can't fuck up the best thing I have , if I lose Jisoo I lose their family and their family means a lot to me.

Sitting at the lunch table with the squad I literally have no clue what they're talking about.

"Okay Friday night it's on , we're going to the club and we're gonna get it on" Bambam says with excitement

I can't get it on , I made that promise to god , there's no way I can do it.

"I think I'll give that a miss" I say quietly

"Why on earth would you give it a miss? your Lisa fucking Manoban , as soon as you walk in the women's undies drop" Jisoo says excitedly , yeah that's true but that's not the point.

I made a promise and I'll keep it.

"I'm just not feeling it" I respond , it's totally out of character for me but honestly I can't do that. It isn't right.

No matter how tempted I am to get that kiss out of my head , I keep saying it doesn't mean shit but my mind says otherwise.

"Okay I'll just buy you a watermelon" ten says

"A watermelon?" Rosé says

"A watermelon? What?" Jisoo responds

"Your telling me none of yous have fucked a watermelon , just for a try? like you haven't put a hole in it and just?" Ten says

All of our faces drop with disgust

"EWWW" we all say in unison as she walk away from the table

"Oh come on YOU GUYS SHOULD LIVE A LITTLE" Ten shouts

Ok that's no more watermelon for me.

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By the time I was in English I swear to god I just fall asleep , I don't even remember how , my head is dropped to the table.

"MS MANOBAN" Mr Lee Seungri shouts

I jump out my seat and witness all my friends laughing at me.

"Yes dad , I mean Mr Lee"

The class bursted into even louder laughter with my mistake , god I'm such a dumbass

"Ms Manoban why on earth are you sleeping in my lesson?" He shouts

"Sorry sir" I say before bowing

"Stupid" he whispers under his breath , that pissed me off

Fucking asshole , I'm stressed out as it is, teachers need to learn to not jump to conclusions and really just find out what's wrong with their students.

They always assume the worse , that's why their are a lot of students are going through mental health problems.

I'm not saying I do because I'm not but Jennie for example , the teachers should find out why she attacked Somi , no one knows what happened between them.

Jennie

The woman that's invading my mind , I find any situation and just think about her , im looking at Rose's nail polish and just thinking of Jennie , she had no colours on her fingers in the hospital.

Maybe I should get her some colours so she can at least entertain herself.

Oh my god did she even leave a suicide note? maybe I can find out why she did what she did through a note?

If she didn't leave anything that would eat us alive and everyone would just say she was mentally unstable but I fucking have spoken to her and I know her.

I'm so pissed off god damn it.

"What about you Lisa ? Did you do your homework?" Mr Lee asks me

Why is this fucker on my case

"Did you grade my test?" I ask him back and everyone's face snaps towards me , is he suppose to be scary , he's such a fat asshole.

"I have other students work to grade" he fires back at me

Rolling my eyes I chuckle bluntly at his response

"And I have other teacher's homework's to do?" I say which results into the class roaring

That hurt his little shit ego.

"Explain that to the principal , out of my class" he shouts back at me

Fuck you anyways I say mentally before I storm out and make sure I slam the door extra hard.

Instead of sitting in the principals office I just jump over the gate and drive myself home.

Fuck it I need to sleep.