What Happened To Jennie Kim? // JENLISA

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JENNIE POV

I wake up to a sobbing by my side , my eyes lazily open , very slowly and I recognise my mum straight away.

She's stroking my hair and trying to contain her sobs.

"Hey mom what's wrong?" I know what's wrong Jisoo had probably told them.

I close my lips together as she tries to speak and then  nothing comes out , I just pull her for a hug as I sit up on my bed , she pulls me in straight away and she sobs on my shoulder , whispering her apologies , I can't speak right now , I don't want to cry again, it's hard seeing your mum completely shattered in front of you , I disconnected myself from her and she wanted to know why and didn't know it was this reason.

It's the hardest for a mother to know that their daughters are going through this , I just hold her until she calms down her sobs.

"It's not your fault" I whisper to her , it's all I can manage to say before I break down.

I won't cry again , I hate crying.

This doesn't stop her bawling her eyes out , she doesn't stop until V walks in and sits on my bed and I look at him and he has tears in his eyes.

I know they all know now and I don't know how I'm gonna cope with them knowing this or the embarrassment that's going to take over me but it's okay I know their not judging me.

My mum leaves the hug and V pulls us both for a hug , we both cuddle into him and he kisses both of our heads as he sighs.

"My girls , I've got you both now , nothing to worry about okay" he smiles as he looks at me , I don't know why it made me break down when he said that , my brother hasn't spoken to me properly in so long and to have him hold me like this makes me break down.

I didn't want to cry , but I missed him , I missed mom and I hate that their upset because of me.

"McDonald's is 24 hours , I say we go and get some ice cream and watch a movie , all of us" he smirks at me

"I'm not driving" I say to him , my voice broken because my sleep was interrupted and because I am in tears , he chuckles.

"No but your coming with me for the journey , we need to speak" he says to me as he snuggles me closer , I nod and look at my mom and wipe her eyes.

"It's okay now mum , it's all better okay" I smile to her

V rubs her arm up and down as he tries to comfort her , then I lift her face up and V helps me calm her down.

"Let's watch a movie together , family movie night" I say with a smile and she nods like a child , wow mums just like me when she cries.

I need to stop looking like a baby when I cry.

I chuckle and run my hands through mums hair and then call Jisoo up.

"Yes" Jisoo says as she walks in my room

"Take care of mom , tell us what you want from McDonald's , we're having a family movie night" I say

She does a yes and thrusts her hand up and I chuckle.

"Our family is complete again , wooo woo" she dances and my mum giggles as Jisoo acts stupid and dances terribly by the way.

"God all your kids came out so good looking except that one , what went wrong mum?" V asks mum which results into me and mum giggling.

"Ummmm yeah about that one" mum joins in and Jisoo crosses her arms and sighs

"Bunch of haters , you know I'm sexy" Jisoo rolls her eyes jokingly

Irene walks in and she sits next to me and holds my hand , I smile at her and she smiles back

"Hey pretty girl" she caresses my hand lightly and I squeeze her hand lightly.

"All my kids are beautiful , I love you all and I'm so proud of all of you guys sticking together even though things went downhill , we're back , promise me you'll stay close forever" mum says as she wipes her eyes

"We promise" Irene says with a smile

"I promise" v says as he leans his chin on my head

"100% promise" Jisoo smiles and then everyone looks at me and I nod

"Cross my heart and hope to die" I smile as we go in for a group hug.

"Group hug" Irene shouts and we all go in but then the door bursts open

"HOW DARE YOU HAVE A FAMILY GROUP HUG WITHOUT ME? you all got the good looks from me you asshole children , I was eaves dropping from outside and I don't even get a 'call dad' wow" he pulls us all and he begin laughing , they mess up my bed and usually id lose my shit but this is a night I'll always remember.

Thank you Lisa. I love you so much.

"Let's prepare the popcorn come on" dad says as he pulls my mums arm lightly and takes her.

"Put your slippers on , we're gonna get the ice cream" V says with a smile as he takes my hand

I take his hand and slip my home sliders on , I'm not getting out of the car so I'm okay , its a drive through.

I wish I had Lisa's number , I miss her like crazy right now , it's just been a little while but I miss her already and I wish I could go and kiss her and tell her how we made up.

I know she would be so happy for me , she always wants the best for me , god I don't know what I would of done without her.

That night was one of the best nights , after so long I got my family back , my dad booked a holiday , to a country of my choice and even though I wanted Lisa to come it was always Jisoo who asked her , I didn't want Jisoo to be wondering what the fuck so I didn't mention Lisa.

I chose the Maldives , even though that was always my dream honeymoon location , i can always pick somewhere else.

V and I spoke about everything in the car , it was full of tears and apologies and promises.

He also told me until I'm 30 I'm not allowed a boyfriend without his approval.

I wonder if he would approve of Lisa.

I sigh in fear for her , with V's temper if he finds out us two even kissed he could practically kill her.

I'll brush that off for now , right now I'm enjoying my family and I need Lisa , we don't need to tell anyone right now. When the time is right we will.