What Happened To Jennie Kim? // JENLISA

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JENNIE POV

I know it's crazy , when I woke up , I said I didn't want visitors because this happening was the final straw.

I wanted to end my life that exact second , I was at my lowest breaking point , I didn't care anymore , death is my only way out , but then somehow a few hours later when those thoughts were drowning me , she comes through , makes me feel so special , so loved and important.

I'm upset about the thought of her leaving me and going to jail but I was planning on leaving completely, but everytime she kisses me I want to stay , I feel safe around her. I know this wasn't Lisa'a fault , it never was , I dated Kai , I brought this issue to myself.

Although I don't know what my mum is going to say and weather Jisoo and V might kill her , it hurts me knowing that I have to hide.

I should brag to everyone that this girl saved me , I should be able to kiss her and thank her and praise her none stop in front of everyone.

I sigh as I look around , Jisoo's fast asleep on the couch , I open my laptop and I go online and look for a gift to order Lisa.

I did hours and hours of browsing , a camera? She graduated and I'll be the one to buy her first camera , she doesn't have one , I've never seen one in her room. Amazing.

Ordered. It's an expensive one so I hope she likes it.

Kim's

Jennie : I ordered something , I did next day delivery , NOBODY TOUCH IT

V: We know you nut case , dad still opens your letters btw

Dad : 😤 why you exposing me son

V: 😂😂😂😂😂 I love u old man

Dad : I just do it to make sure none of yous are hiding anything from me but Jennie's letters are just discounts codes from websites because she's always shopping online

Jennie : 🥺 hey I earn my own money , I'm allowed to

Dad: I still transfer money into your account every week my princess , so whatever 😢

Mum: She wants to refurbish her room with that money

V : don't worry Jen , I'll pay for your new room , you keep your money baby sis

Irene : I'll contribute 😉

Jennie : is Maldives still happening?

Irene : Yes ofcourse , ain't letting these ugly asses destroy this

Dad : 100% your mom bought you a bikini , I didn't like it by the way

V: why mom

Mum: live a little you losers , anyways Jennie , don't worry no one will open your delivery , what time is it coming

Jennie : lol😂😂 and around 12 am is that okay?

Mum: okay I'll put it in your room when it comes

V : imagine it's cocaine

Jennie : shut up

V: jokes obviously 😂😭

Jennie : night family , love you guys

Irene : love you baby sis , see you tomorrow , get some beauty rest

Mum: night my princess , mum loves you so much

Jennie : love you both x

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The next morning Mum tells Jisoo to leave , she sits beside me and then looks at me waiting for me to speak.

"So it's for Lisa?" She asks me

"What?" I ask her , I just woke up and I'm dealt with confrontation already.

I had it coming

"The package , you know we never open your packages , yesterday you had to make sure no one opened it , what's going on with you two Jennie?"

She asked me what's going on with Lisa and I but instead I panicked and grabbed my mums hands

"Please please please don't tell anyone please please please" I beg her and she gasps as she looks at me with shock

"I should of seen it coming , I should of known" she sighed as she held her head

"Mum she takes care of me" I try and convince her

"I approve , your siblings will murder her alive , that's why I'm worried and you know I can't control V's temper , I just am trying to think about how this is going to work" my mum sighs and it makes me more stressed , V is going to be such a pain up the ass and I am terrified for if he beats Lisa up.

Which he will.

I know him well.

"Mum let us deal with it okay and you pretend you don't know about it please" I beg her , she nods and smiles

"Does she make you happy" mum asks me as she runs her hands through my hair

I nod as I genuinely feel happiness around Lisa

"Then that's all I want , I love you" my mom says as she kisses my head

"I love you" I pull her for a hug

"It's weird because I used to clean Lisa when she was in diapers" my mum giggles

I giggle back as I shake my head "oh god"

The whole day Lisa didn't visit me at all , my colleagues from the Salon did , I told them I fell down the stairs when I was drunk.

I didn't want to go into detail but I realised today that their real friends , real , kind and genuine people.

Tiffany , Taeyeon , Krystal , Nayeon and Momo.

They were genuinely worried and somehow shut the shop down to give me the time of the day. It meant a lot to me because I don't really fucking have friends unless it's my siblings and my parents.

Lisa is the only person who isn't actually blood but is my friend , but maybe more than that now.

I look like such a piece of ass with this bruise on my face , I really do but I feel so happy with my colleagues visiting me , they discussed a work dinner and more.

They showered me with a lot of gifts and love and I spent the whole day laughing with them but throughout everything , not seeing Lisa today was upsetting.

I missed her more than anything and it was just a day.

I'm really doomed.