LISA POV
It's been four months and you'd think I'll be over Jennie by now. I've seen her as friends now , we go out for meals , no kissing , no touching and even though she looks like she's blooming , everytime we have to leave she looks like she's about to cry.
That homesick feeling everytime hits me when I have to let her go without kissing her and promising her I'll see her tomorrow , I've started my photography , I've been hired by a small company recently , I'll work my way up and the first person I told when I got the job was ofcourse her.
I tell her everything , I got off those drugs for her , the first time she found drugs on me she lectured me for hours , my sassy Nini , I just sat there a bit turned on by her lecturing me , I love that she cares about me.
If anything I feel more strong about her.
The only thing was I was missing my best friend , I know she loves her sister and I understand I went pass the line when I was getting closer to Jennie , but I didn't just fool around , it was never like that.
Ofcourse I need to understand it from Jisoo's shoes , it's not easy for a sibling to see her sister go through all that hell and then her best friend is romantically involved with your sister as well. It must be confusing.
After a long day at work I finally come back home and she's in my bedroom.
"There you are" it's Jisoo
"What do you want? Why are you in my room?" I can't believe she's in my room , I haven't seen her since V punched me.
"I'm here to sort things out between us" she sighed
Fuck I missed Jisoo so much , I love her a lot , she's always been here for me , this is the first fallout we've had and it shouldn't be the reason I never see her again , having space really did wonders on me.
I'm ready to forgive Jisoo. I'm not taking advantage of Jennie even if they believe that , fuck their opinions.
"I already forgot about it"
"No you haven't , sit down let's talk" Jisoo says , we both sit down and
Then V walks out my bathroom , I sigh as he sits down and talks to me.
We sit and speak for so long , I don't even change my clothes , I'm still listening to their reasoning.
"Let's just forget all of it , we're being too protective , let's just go back to old times" I smile and pull them all into a group hug.
Fuck I feel so much better today , I needed them two , I know they still don't approve of Jennie and I but I told them I spoke to Jennie and agreed to be just friends with her and they appreciated it.
After that we went back to the Kim's house , I felt back at home , I was greeted with a screaming Rebecca , she ran and hugged me tight , I missed this amazing woman.
"Oh my god you have become so thin , let me give you something to eat" she says as she sits me down.
Irene's here as well , she hugs me , she looks very different. I look at her for a second and she laughs.
"I'm not fat I'm pregnant" she rolls her eyes
I scream like a fucking girl at a Justin Bieber concert and hug her , everyone bursts into laughter.
That's the thing , even though V and Jisoo and I had a fall out , these are my best friends , my family and no matter where we left off , it would always be the same once we were back together.
"Congratulations am I gonna be an uncle or an aunty" I shout at her excitedly
"Huh" Jisoo says
"I meant is it a boy or a girl?"
Everyone bursts into fits of laughter and just that moment Jennie opens the house door with three of her friends. Fuck my life , how can I not just stare at her when she looks this gorgeous , literally fucking beautiful , I tried to not make it obvious. I don't want trouble but V tells her to come to us.
"Go to my room I'm coming"
The girls say hi to Jennie's mom and Jennie's mom smiles and waves back at them.
Such a simple outfit yet she looks so pretty.
V spoke to her and the whole time she avoided looking at me the way I avoided looking at her , even though I'd look through the microwave I felt Jisoo lowkey looking at me. Haha even the kettle is reflective. Jennies so beautiful.
"We all forget what happened okay , we go back to normal , don't be awkward with Lisa" v says to her
She's only awkward when you all are here looking at us.
I smile awkwardly at her and she nods at me.
"Um anyways mom , the girls are staying over is that okay?" She asks her mom as she grabs the cookie jar and puts it in her mouth whilst trying to close the jar , she looks so effortlessly gorgeous without trying , just the way she does things , the way her body moves when she does simple tasks.
"Yes ofcourse baby , Irene's staying as well" mum says
"Oh good we'll plan the baby shower with the girls" Irene says
I'm happy Jennie's mom and Irene have got close to Jennie's friends as well , I'm happy for her , Jennie's really blossomed , I didn't even know she had friends who would stay in her house.
Trustworthy friends as well.
"Okay see you for dinner baby girls" Jennie winks and I just sit there silently , wow it got awkward but then Jennie walks out.
If I could explain how my heart races so fast when she's around , she looks so much more calmer , more better at acting compared to me , I look like I'm gonna faint.
Just then I sit in the living room. I was so curious as to what she was doing upstairs and maybe a bit jealous that I couldn't just casually run up to her bedroom anymore.
I'm happy i got my best friends back , Bambam , Ten and Rosé came to join us and hang out but to be honest my mind was wandering to Jennie.
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What Happened To Jennie Kim? // JENLISA
FanfictionLISA G!P Lisa goes to extreme measures to find out why Jennie is always sad. TRIGGER WARNING: talks of suicide , assault and more. [All characters are falsely portrayed in this compared to real life , this is just a story. Do not get offended] [COM...