What Happened To Jennie Kim? // JENLISA

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LISA POV

Fuck she must think I'm some actual control freak.

She just kissed me , it was just supposed to be a kiss and here I am acting like I'm some psycho who won't let her see Kai.

She has every right to , who the fuck am I to her?

She's probably kissing him and making love to him , the thought pisses me off , that the little fucker Kai has probably got her wrapped around his finger , I hope she doesn't do anything with him.

The images get to my head to the point where I'm holding BamBam's controller and I just aggressively throw it on the floor whilst I growl.

It scares my friends but I couldn't give a shit.

"Bro that's my new controller , why the fuck would you do that?" He asks me

"Do you not do anything else with your life? Don't do your homework , you don't turn up lessons 70% of the time , your just committed to the fucking controller" I growl out whilst lazily standing , I could lose my balance any second soon , I feel blood dripping out of my mouth but I couldn't give a fucking shit , I know Chae is looking at me because she knows something has happened between Jennie and I.

Chae is the only one who knows why I've not been myself lately , my minds been occupied with Jennie but she's with Kai.

Just after she was kissing me , she went to Kai's house.

Jisoo looks at me worried as she turns the TV off and helps me sit down , then she wipes my mouth with a tissue.

"Bam I'll get you another controller , she isn't in her senses , don't take what she says to heart" Jisoo says as she looks at Chae for help.

"I think Lisa needs to go to sleep" Chae says whilst everyone looks at me with concern. "Wait in the car guys let me help Lisa" she adds whilst she grabs my hand.

They nod whilst going to wait in the car , then she takes me to my bedroom & helps me take my shoes off and tells me to undress myself.

Once I'm comfortably in my boxers I sigh and get into the sheets and she sits on my bed with her legs crossed.

"Was she here?" Rosé asks me

I don't even need to ask who , I know who.

Her

"She went to Kai's house as soon as she left mine" I breathe out trying not to lose my shit again.

"Here's some advice , stay away from Jennie , or you'll lose Jisoo forever , if it's too hard , then it fucking tells you something , and you better get your shit together because that's Jisoo's sister" Rosé whisper shouts at me as she slowly explains it to me

"You act as if I'm gonna marry her , I just don't like Kai okay" i huff back whilst whisper arguing with her

No ones in my house why are we even whispering.

"So? she's been with him for a long time , since day1 you never liked Kai , you've never acted like this when she used to go out with him before , stop being fucking oblivious , you gotta tell Jisoo before this goes too far" Rosé says to me

This isn't going anywhere , I won't be stupid to make this mistake again , I'm not Jennie's side dish.

I will never be her side when Kai isn't around.

He would never fucking be half of what I am , fucking loser.

I sigh as I cross my arms.

"And don't blame the drugs your taking , you know she's gotten to your head ,she's more than 'Jisoo's little sister' to you , we both know that , now sleep on what I've said to you and do the right thing" Rosé says as she stands up and begins to walk out my room.

I mimic her silently as she had her back to me then I drop my head back on my pillow.

"You look ugly as shit right now lisa" Rosé says as she opens my door and walks out

She can see me? Fucking smart ass , there's a mirror there.

Tell Jisoo my fucking ass.

Nuh uh , I love Jisoo I am not risking losing her.

I won't.

I try to fall into a deep slumber , I need sleep right now , hope she's having fun in Kai's house.

His face isn't swollen or bleeding like mine , he doesn't have to hide from Jisoo , he can feel her kisses against his lips right now.

I tug at my hair in frustration.

Come on Lisa sleep. Jisoo's little sister.

You made a promise not to fuck bitches specifically from the club.

I can fuck any girl from my college , I mean a lot of girls fancy me.

Well not when I look like this.

When your better your going to go get her out of your system by fucking a girl from your college.