I Will Find You

Welcome Home

TRIGGER WARNING ⚠️ (anxiety)
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(Y/n)'s POV
2 weeks go by and I'm finally free to go home. It's been so long since I was there and I can't wait. Tori, Jade, Cat, Beck, and Andre are all in the hospital room with Robbie and I, helping get everything together. They had all brought me things to do while I was stuck in here. Once the discharge papers are signed and I have all my stuff collected, they help me out of the hospital and into André's car, since it was the biggest.

We pull into the driveway and my friends grab all my stuff as Robbie picks me up bridal style, a slight giggle escaping my lips. He brings us into our house. "Home sweet home!" Robbie yells! I look into the house and there's a poster reading "WELCOME HOME (Y/N)!", with all of their signatures on it. There's balloons all over the living room and streamers hanging from the ceiling.

"Awe you guys! Thank you!" I squeal. Robbie sets me down on the couch and sits next to me and everyone else plops down on the floor in front of us. "Of course, we're so glad you're home." André says.

"Yeah we were all so worried about you. Especially your mans. He wouldn't stop crying." Jade says with a smirk. I giggle and look over at Robbie who is now glaring at Jade so I rest my hand on his leg to calm him down.

Jade then continues, "Seriously though, (y/n).  Not knowing where you were for a month and knowing that sick bastard probably had something to do with it...we were all going out of our minds." I get up off the couch and hobble over to Jade, sitting next to her on the floor and giving her the tightest hug I could muster up. "I missed you, Jade." I whisper.

I pull away and look at the rest of my friends on the floor, a tear slipping down my face. "I missed all of you so much. I thought of you each and every day." I put my arms out and they all joined me in a group hug. "Rob, get your butt down here!" Tori yells. We all laugh and Robbie gets up off the couch and joins our hug.

That night, after everyone had left, Robbie and I went up to our room. Once I entered, all of my emotions took a hold of me. It had been so long since I'd been in this room. Last time I was in this room, I was happy, I had just gotten engaged, and I had no idea what was about to take place.

A heavy feeling washes over me and I fall to my knees, sobbing. All the the memories rushing through my head. Robbie quickly kneels down next to me and runs his hand through my hair. My breathing gets shallow and my heart starts beating fast. My eyes squeeze shut as my chest heaves up and down.

"Honey, I need you to breathe. Breathe baby. Look at me. Open your eyes."

I open my eyes and look at Robbie. He takes my face in his hands and wipes away my tears with his thumbs. I stare into his eyes and my breathing slows down.

"There you go. Good job baby." Robbie says, pulling me into a hug. I bury my face in the crook of his neck, and wrap my arms around his waist.