I Will Find You

Go Live Your Life

(Y/n) POV
My eyes flutter open and I realize I'm standing in a meadow. Green grass, blue sky, birds chirping. Wait, this is the meadow next to my childhood home. How did I get here?

Suddenly, I see a couple. They're holding hands and walking towards me. No way.

"Mom? Dad?" I say, absolutely in shock. "What is going on? How are-what is-how am I...am I...dead?" I ask, my eyes wide.

"Yes, honey. You are. You took pills. A lot of them." My mom says. "But baby, you cant stay here." Dad says. I shake my head. "But I'm here. And you're here. We could be together again." I say. "No honey. You still have a chance. We didn't. Robbie needs you. Your friends need you." My mom says, stepping closer to me.

"But I need YOU!" I yell back. "(Y/n). You survived what Jim did to you. You can't just throw it all away now. Right now, you have a living fiancé, crying at your bedside. He's so in love with you and-"

"Well I broke up with him." I cut my mom off, looking away. "Yeah about that. Is that really what you wanted? We know you were scared, but you can't run away. Not from Robbie. You need to go back and put that ring back on your finger." My dad says.

"What if-" This time my mom cuts me off. "There's no what if. Whatever happens, is what is meant to happen. But you will get through it. You have so much more life to live. Yes there will be bad times, but there will be good times too. And you need to experience them."

"I can't even give Robbie a baby." I whisper, a tear falling down my cheek. "Honey, he understands. It wasn't your fault. And there are other ways to have a family. All these things that you're scared of...there's always a solution." Mom says. "Your mother is right. It's not your time to be here. Go. Go live your life. We'll see you again." My dad adds.

I stand there for a minute. Truly thinking of every possibility. But it's true. I love Robbie. More than anything. I shouldn't have run away like that. I need to go back to him. It's not to late.

Finally I nod my head, and my parents fade away into the distance. I close my eyes and all I see is darkness.