My feelings for you grow
More every day
Though I wish they would up and leave
Like everybody else has
But they don't
They stay
And stay
And stay
No matter what I do
They stay and make me suffer
My broken heart stops beating
Whenever you're near
Eye contact
Makes my stomach flutter
Feelings forbidden
You have someone special already I think
Again
And again
But it breaks my heart
To think it's not me
Kindness
Caring
All flooding in
To create a new forbidden feeling
A forbidden emotion
Not allowed
I want you both to be happy
But my mind screams too loud
TELL HIM THE TRUTH
TELL HIM YOUR LIES
TELL HIM THE HURT
YOU FEEL DEEP INSIDE
But I keep it suppressed
Even though
It breaks me more every day
I keep it down low
So I hide my true sorrow
Nobody likes you
You're a disgrace to everyone
They're too good-looking for you
Truth after truth
Lie after lie
I still feel the ache
Of having nowhere to hide
Nobody to run to
No one to confide in
So I keep it all hidden
Like a bundled up kitten
Not wanting to say
How I truly feel
All because
I am too scared to face my own truth
I am in love with you
But it's really no use
YOU ARE READING
Poems by Me
PoetryA bunch of poems that I've done in the past. Trigger Warning!! Might be some graphic sections.
