To know me is poisonous
To love me will kill you
Slowly dying
Slowly killing off all emotion
I end all good things
Too scared to keep them going
Too scared that one day
No one will love me
No one will cherish my flaws
That no one will know me
For how I once was
A happy
Carefree
Young foal
Frolicking in the now frozen field of love
Like we once did
Together
In the end
I push everyone away
Trying to hide my feelings
Telling people
Will spread the poison
Like a flood of disease
Making them feel guilty
Like it's their fault
Yet what could they have done?
Prescribed medications?
That only finalizes my mental sickness
Take me to a therapist?
That only passes my problems onto someone else
Someone undeserving of any pain
They only want to help
Yet they don't know how to
I'm nothing important
Why give me anything?
Why try to make me happy?
Happiness never stays bright
It never stays cheerful
It never stays in the light
Making nothing meaningful
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Poems by Me
PoetryA bunch of poems that I've done in the past. Trigger Warning!! Might be some graphic sections.
