Your Love Is My Drug (A Lilo fan fic)

I Wish...

Liam’s POV

I was going home today! I get to hang out with the lads and Rebekah. I can’t wait to hang out with Zayn. I have to take it slow, but I don’t plan on acting dumb. I look at my watch. Zayn should be here any minute. I looked up to see him standing in the doorway. I smiled, and engulfed me into a huge hug.

“Ready to go?” he asked, holding my hand. I looked at my hand and smiled.

“Yeah.” I grabbed my stuff and headed to his car. I got in, and it smelled just like him. I took a deep breath as I heard the door shut.

“We’re not going home straight away. I want to show you something. “ he said driving off.  I looked around, not noticing anything that I remembered. “Any of this look familiar?”

I shook my head. “Nope.” I said popping the p.

“Do you want to know why this is important?” he asked, parking his car.

“Sure.” I shrugged.

“Well, this is where I found out that I really loved you. My girlfriend had broken up with me, and you told me that she was too dumb to see how special I am. Ever since then, I come here to think, I think of that moment.” He smiled to himself. “Sometimes I wonder what it would be like if I kissed you at that moment.”

“You could just kiss me now. It may not be the same, but at least you know that I want you to.” I smiled lightly. He looked at me and smiled. I leaned forward brushing my lips against his. “Kiss me.”

“I want to.” He said. He crashed his lips on mine, and I felt like a warm wave came over me. I deepened the kiss, feeling my chest rise and fall unevenly. I wanted Zayn, but something was tugging at the back of my mind. It feels so wrong. He pulled away, and smiled at me. I smiled back, still wondering why it felt so wrong but so right.

“I’m hungry, can we go?” I said looking at him. He nodded and drove off.

When we got back, I saw Rebekah, and a bruised Louis. I ran over to him.

“What happened to your face?” I asked. He sat up. He moved his mouth, wincing.

“Let’s just say that he got a broken jaw from a misunderstanding.” Rebekah said, eyeing Zayn.

“Are you okay?” I asked Louis.

Again Rebekah spoke for him. “It hurts when he moves his jaw. But he can still talk. I’m going to go tell Harry you’re here.” She got up and walked upstairs.

“You okay, Louis?” I asked, running my fingers across his jaw line. He smiled lightly, and I smiled back.

“I’m fine. Just a little sore.” He smiled.

“Well, get well soon. You need anything?” I asked him.

“I should be babying you, not the other way around.” He laughed but winced.

“Are you okay?” I asked. I didn’t like him hurting.

“Just fine. How are you?” he asked. I looked him in the eyes. He as hurting, he couldn’t hide that from me.

“You’re hurting.” I said, rubbing his shoulder. He tensed up. “Calm down, it will only hurt worse.”

“I want to kiss you right now. Can I?” he asked me I smiled and nodded. He brought his lips to mine, and if felt him wince.

“Did I hurt you?” I asked him.

“It’s a good kind of Payne. See what I did there, Li?” I laughed and pressed my lips against his. This wasn’t like me and Zayn’s kiss. This was sweet and warm, not full of lust. He deepened the kiss, and was expecting the feeling that something was wrong. I didn’t feel it at all. He pulled me closer by my shirt, almost telling me to go further. He pushed me down, not breaking the kiss. He was on top of me now, and my arms were around his torso. His hands were on the sides of my face. “I’m not Zayn, huh?”

I recalled that conversation. “I’m sorry. I just didn’t really know you. I just assumed that he loved me and you were trying to pull me away from him.”

“Do you?” he asked. “Do you love him?”

I shook my head. “I don’t know. I don’t know anything anymore.” I pulled him closer. “I do know that that was one amazing kiss.” I smiled, bringing my lips to his. Our lips brushed and I pulled away. I smiled innocently.

“Looks like you haven’t forgot about teasing.” He laughed. “I hated when you did that.”

“Nah, you loved it.” I smiled lightly. He pulled me in for another kiss. My stomach fluttered, and I kissed him back. Everything felt right. I felt like I belonged with him. I leaned in pressing my lips to his. We pulled away and I looked at him. “I’m so confused. I thought I loved Zayn, but kissing you feels so right. When I kiss Zayn, it doesn’t feel as nearly feel as great.”

“That’s because we weren’t over when you got into the accident.” His voice cracked. “I’m so sorry, it’s my fault. You wouldn’t be like this if I didn’t piss you off.” He finished as I saw a tear escape from his blue eyes. I wiped it away with my thumb.

“Don’t say that. You may have brought a tragedy, but if I didn’t drive off, we wouldn’t have had this moment. I want this moment to last forever.” I said, pulling him closer.

“What do you love about this moment?” he asked me. A smile found its way onto my face.

“I love having you this close, being able to kiss you, and having you hold me close.” I said, staring into his blue orbs.

“It doesn’t have to end, we could always start over.” He said. I could tell he was nervous. I kissed him again. “I love you; can we start over?”

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